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Where the weirdness that is my mind roams free.
20 hours ago. Wed 19 Jun 2019 06:55:06 PM IDT

Graceful red caresses my lips,

a sensual bouquet through my senses tips,

petal soft touch, a caress my skin sips.

With playful thorns turned merrily out,

takes nothing from her splendor and beauty about.

No dear rose it is not you whom I speak,

but my love, my soul, my heart, my all,

who comes to me each morning,

and breaks through that wall,

of jaded bitter that surrounds my heart,

for my girl with her love,

makes those shadows depart.

To you belongs my every day.

3 days ago. Mon 17 Jun 2019 06:55:28 AM IDT

 

4 days ago. Sat 15 Jun 2019 11:38:51 PM IDT

 

For My Morley 💖💖💖💖💖

6 days ago. Fri 14 Jun 2019 08:24:02 AM IDT

I was born to a poor family in a housing project. My dad was a psychotic drunk/drug addict who thought abusing people was a wonderful hobby. Once my mom left she went from abusive boyfriend to abusive boyfriend. Started working at 14 to pay the bills that my moms chronically out of work boy friends wouldnt help pay even though they lived there. Moved out at 16 and lived in my car for a while working the most piece of shit jobs humanity had to offer. It took my years of pain and struggle to get on my feet and even more to get where I am now.

 

Yet absolutely nothing in my life prepared me for the heart ache at watching my little girl...my only daughter...grow up and graduate Friday night.

 

Did she have a better life then me? I worked my ass off to try to make that answer a yes. But my little girl...my tough as nails, smart, hard working, sarcastic little shit daughter...went to community college while finishing high school at the same time, is receiving her AA along side her diploma, worked 30 hours a week at her job, many times late into the night, and did it all with a 3.9 GPA. She graduates tomorrow with honors! With several scholarships to colleges in the state.

 

She an easier life than me in many respects, but she didnt take it for granted. That spunky, smart ass, sassy mouthed, little shit girl of mine has made her dad so fucking proud! 

 

She has asked me numerous times tonight not to cry when she graduates Friday night. And big, tough, mean, hard core, manly man Dom is going to fail her miserably because I am going to blubber like a fucking idiot. Hell...I am teared up just writing this.

6 days ago. Thu 13 Jun 2019 06:33:46 PM IDT

1 week ago. Thu 13 Jun 2019 03:24:14 AM IDT

 

1 week ago. Mon 10 Jun 2019 10:54:35 PM IDT

This one took me back this afternoon.

1 week ago. Mon 10 Jun 2019 03:38:26 PM IDT

1 week ago. Fri 07 Jun 2019 07:55:07 PM IDT

Everyday for me she wears a different color,

A beauty she has like no other,

And she shares with me each day the hue,

A pleasure she gives me each morning a new,

And keeps my lust building in kind,

And each day I am thankful for that she is mine.

She is my sexy rainbow.

2 weeks ago. Sat 01 Jun 2019 12:24:10 AM IDT

She turns me on in so many ways,

but its her legs that turn me on today.

Her dangling shoe, her tender thigh,

I have never experienced such an amazing high. 

I long for her and her tender touch,

the kiss of her lips that is such a rush. 

I love you my girl you know that is true, 

but I so love also how you dangle that shoe. 

😉