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1 month ago. Sun 19 May 2019 08:05:52 AM IDT

Respect comes a long way... listen if someone has a collar or if their profile says "not looking" talk to them but don't start trying to play with them! If the dom doesnt give you permission than that's that. 

Just messaged a guy (not saying who don't ask) about how he doesnt have play permission and he will stop. What does he do? Blocks me lol. I live with my sub and we are sitting next to each other if you are so dense and refuse to talk to the dom than go away. If he sees this I'll give him a chance to talk but this is a disrespectful thing to do and will not be tolerated...

Rant over. Anyone else have a similar problem? I feel its quite common

1 month ago. Sun 12 May 2019 05:32:25 AM IDT

Just a reminder too all the socially anxious, self depricating, depressed or generally dont like their skin kinda people... YOU ARE PERFECT! If you don't find someone who like who you are fuck em' I don't like who they are! Keep your chin up and your fists clenched because you are the perfect you! 

 

Sorry for the short blog I tend to make poetry but lost my edge a while back and I've been working like crazy 

1 month ago. Mon 06 May 2019 04:03:30 PM IDT

Yes.. I love this card game but as of recently the trading card game we all may have either played or heard about has gotten a huge finally. For 20 years this card game has been building a story with a ton of lore and character development that spans farther and deeper than any Stephen King or Tolken lore... In my honest opinion Magic the Gathering lore is the greatest story ever written! If you enjoy DEEP story telling you'd love Magic the gathering. 

 

I never thought a nerdy ass game that was easy to get into but impossible to master had such a diverse cast of characters. Can you imagine a story where it takes 20 years to get to the climax? Its mad! I also play the card game with my sub Shiro. We compete in regular tournaments and often enough we do well. I recommend this game to anyone who loves strategy with a flair of luck and patience. 

 

If you want a quick synopsis on how it plays. There's 5 types of energy (mana) in this game to use. Each one has its own unique play style and design 

White: Often small creatures and life gain but will win with stronger numbers

Blue: color of knowledge and control draw deep into your mind and control the field with counters and keeping your opponents locked down

Black: Color of Death and resurrection. Say goodbye to being afraid after loosing an army... just zombify them! 

Red: Go for the throat with this fast color but be careful as red burns hot but also fast!

Green: Control nature itself and guide the animalistic urges to trample over your opponents with ease with the largest creatures in history! 

 

That's just the base each of these colors can be mixed to make them stronger and more diverse! Go on and try it out you won't be disappointed! 

1 month ago. Mon 06 May 2019 02:25:56 PM IDT

So legitimate discussion here.... Trees are into water sports that's a fact... Now will the tree call me daddy, sir, master, alpha or senpai? I think senpai is the best choice 

Me: "Drink up tree-San you need your nitrogen and water!" 

Tree: *speaks tree-a-nesse "Yes Wolf-Chan please!"

This is all just a hypothetical the idea only came from random thought but I'd like to know what my kinky friends, family, Romans and countrymen (Or countrywomen I don't discriminate) think?

1 month ago. Sat 04 May 2019 09:11:25 AM IDT

Guys we only got  years before we literally end the earth as we know it! Please go out and vote to save the earth

1 month ago. Fri 03 May 2019 01:54:59 AM IDT

Sit and breath... Relax.... Take deep breaths and focus only on one thing

Counting down from 100 to 1.... Don't go to fast just do it slowly at an easy pace. 

Don't worry about skipping one... soon you will feel your fingertips and  feet go numb 

let it happen focus on counting... Let it reach your head and just engulf you.... by the time you get to zero you should be in  a zen state... This doesn't work all the time but I feel it helps clear my head for the days infront of me 

 

 

1 month ago. Sun 28 Apr 2019 10:32:58 AM IDT

Today marks the 25th year of my birth. Another year down hopefully only a few years left. Life sucks than you die.

1 month ago. Fri 26 Apr 2019 02:00:50 AM IDT

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday

Suddenly I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
Oh, yesterday came suddenly

Why she had to go
I don't know, she wouldn't say
I said something wrong
Now I long for yesterday

Yesterday love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe in yesterday

Why'd she have to go?
I don't know, she wouldn't say
I said something wrong
Now I long for yesterday

 

------The Beatles-----

Love The melody of this song. You can truly feel his pain and sorrow...

I love the beatles and knowing that the Movie Yesterday is coming out soon makes me happy!

2 months ago. Wed 17 Apr 2019 01:55:46 AM IDT

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free.

Blackbird fly Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird fly Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise

 

John lennon, Paul McCartney 1968

 

Wonderful song. Been stuck in my head all day 

 

2 months ago. Wed 10 Apr 2019 02:03:05 AM IDT

Anyone else think astral signs are just generalized hocus pocus? Is it just me? I've known many people who say "omg im such a virgo" I'm a "Taurus" But half of the things in astral sign horoscopes don't apply to me... It feels like smoke and mirrors unless someone can use real science to prove the way a star aligns in our birth month means anything I'm calling it BS till than. But seriously I want someone to try and disprove its all fake.