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Flying in Chains

This blog is where my truths lie. I share myself, stripped, whipped.
1 month ago. Fri 17 May 2019 01:25:54 AM IDT

Like a splash of red on empty white walls

Like a pressure on my chest while I sleep

My need is there.

At work

When no one's watching,

I rock in place.

I hide in stalls

I pinch myself.

At home,

I lurk online

I watch things

Naughty.

Spankings,

leather

cords

chains

I feel the need grow

When my so sweet, so gentle husband comes to bed for me

I imagine bites where he kisses

Smacks where he rubs

Paddles where he massages.

My need is 

Climbing the walls.

When I am alone,

I smack, tug,

bite my fingers

my breasts

So my need will let me rest.

The sun comes up

My need climbs with it.

1 month ago. Wed 15 May 2019 05:54:23 AM IDT

Finally free of the walking cast

I walk to you

"Let's play"

"OK"

Gentle as always

"Did I hurt you?"

"You never do"

I get on my hands and knees

"Let's play"

"OK"

Gentle as always

"Was it good for you?"

"I'm glad you enjoyed yourself."

Our days are the same

Always gentle, always sane

Make me lose control

Take it.

Strap me.

Tie me.

Spank me.

Make 'em jiggle.

Make me wriggle.

Make me black out 

From your hard motions

Your turgid body

Your control of me.

I ask.

I suggest.

I write.

I read.

I whisper.

I lick.

I tell.

I yell.

Always the same.

I want to be faithful.

And happy.

 

1 month ago. Thu 02 May 2019 02:06:09 AM IDT

My Love,

You flip out

Something trivial

Triggers bad feelings

You feel so intensely.

I walk away, unappreciated, upset, disrespected.

You want to make up.

I kiss you.

You think it's something more

I'm angling for.

I don't want it,

but you do.

I give in to you.

Amazing make-up sex? For you.

You do ask me if I wanted it. I told you the truth.

It breaks your heart.

I hate being another brick in your wall of pain.

I carry this guilt

That night

Haunts me even today.

I told you not to worry

But I'm still hung up on it.

1 month ago. Sat 20 Apr 2019 03:48:42 PM IDT

Another long day

I slip back into the arms of Morpheus

I dream...

Sucking you dry, no hands

You use my throat as you wish

Your pleased words

"Yes, my little cum-slut,"

"You learn well,"

Make me excited, too

You know how sensitive I am

Pleasuring you is enough...

When you stroke the back of my neck

I know I was successful

But I don't want to stop, I refuse to miss a drop

"You know what you're doing, you little brat."

I smile, the cat who's got your cream...

"Stand up," you command.

I stand, leisurely

"I've got plans for you tonight."

My eyes brighten

I've been aching for this for so long

Ropes?

My heart is full of hope...

2 months ago. Sun 14 Apr 2019 06:58:31 PM IDT

Suit, tie.

You come home.

Me in my brand-new cherry underwear set.

"Put this on."

I obey, new collar that matches!

You attach my cuffs, behind my back.

"Bend."

I do, my glutes trembling in anticipation, waiting for that

*Slap*

*Rub*

*Smack* you know I like.

My panties grow damp. My bottom grows warm. My body yearns.

"Do you want me to stop?" You caress where you last spanked me.

"H-harder, Sir."

I'm almost...There! My knees tremble. I yell out my pleasure.

Orgasm dripping down my thighs.

"My fat little pet was horny, yes?"

"Y-yes, sir."

"Come here."

You sit in my red recliner, that I got for you, comfortable, suede.

"Unzip me."

I walk on my knees, hands still locked. I grip your zipper between my teeth.

You pull your member out, ready, waiting.

I open my mouth, I lick-

*Bzzzzzt*

Darn, time for work.

Another dream deferred!

"Please, coffee," you said. 

Not at all like my dream.

2 months ago. Tue 09 Apr 2019 05:15:31 AM IDT

Hungover from thick, dark rum,

Thick and dark like my needs

You were MAD!

That coupling was angry

Fierce

Masterful

You got yours

Denied me again

But this time,

I loved it.

Where's the Kraken?

2 months ago. Sun 07 Apr 2019 10:25:54 PM IDT

Do you want it?

Are you hungry?

I'll give it you.

I'll feed you.

No need for...that thing collecting dust in our spare bedroom.

If you just want to fulfill your needs

Use me.

Are you frustrated?

Use me.

Are you sad?
Come to me.

Bored?

I'll tease you.

Let me be your wife.

Your servant.

Your brat.

I'm here. 

Waiting.

2 months ago. Sun 31 Mar 2019 08:13:29 AM IDT

The hunger I have for you, my love,

Didn't match yours tonight.

Vanilla didn't do it

So my imaginings added to it.

Your sweet caresses were pinches and pulling

Your rubbing was hearty slaps across my ample bottom.

When you were done,

My Satisfyer forced me to cum.

 

2 months ago. Mon 25 Mar 2019 01:58:29 AM IST

Today, another year.

Steak, cake, gifts and hugs.

38...another trip around the sun.

I look back with memories

And look forward with hope.

My wishes are a trip and a whip😉

2 months ago. Fri 22 Mar 2019 05:49:21 AM IST

I confess

I fantasized tonight.

While you rocked my body

I imagined I was tied down

My hands clasped together above my head

Pretend satin blindfolds kept my eyes closed

Ghostly gag kept me muffled.

That made me yell

With clenched teeth

Only when you said

Let it out

Was I able to.