Harder than u think

I am new to this site and nervous I am a submissive male only had one mistress I don't now how much I can say but she pushed me and what I could take to the point of extasey I can't stop thinking about how since I'm no longer in no ones control I'm not my self maybe I'm just sad or dumb..... 3D. 

 Hoping to meet or chat with dominate female missing my old master my goddess need new one