Loved to be under your power

I'm in my bed, And you're not here
And there's no one to blame but the drink and my wandering hands...
Forget what I said, it's not what I meant
And I can't take it back, I can't unpack the baggage i left.

What am I now? What am I now?
What if I'm someone I don't want around?
I'm fallin' again... I'm fallin' again.. I'm fallin'!!!

What if I'm down? What if I'm out?
What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
I'm fallin' again
I'm fallin' again
I'm fallin'.....

😞

I am not new to this world , 3 years passed like that. People would say i am too young, people would say i am too stupid or i know nothing from my life but hey!

People would say anything - in a good situation or a bad one.

So .. i remember how hard it was to except myself in the start. Just like to feel i am doing something wrong 

I remember i open a new page and delite it ,  so scared someone will find out

I thought something is wrong with me that i love to be owned, that i need this control ..

All i can tell you that if u feel the way i do .. just don't

Life is so damn short to live in rigret over and over again as i did . Be who you are . Love who you are - at list try even if it's hard. You are born this way and you have no one else then yourself for the rest of your life.

The way we are is the uniqe way that make us diffrent from anyone else ... 

Have a good day :)