My first Blog - Poetry

Do u think of me
Do I cross your mind
I no we had a brief tryst
But the connection was there
You felt it too

Your gentle words & strong commands took hold of me
Your voice hypnotized me
I felt your touch deep within me

Crazy as it sounds this brief connection was real.
If asked I would have given myself to you mind, body & soul
I would take your hand & on my knees at your feet.

Trust your words
Your commands
Your teachings

Your punishments
You ask me
You listened
You heard me
You comforted me with your words
A fork in the road
A decision to make
Alone
To search your heart
To choose family or lifestyle
I wish peace for you
a decision to make
I only ask you tell me......

You were here last night
It seemed so real
I heard you breathing
in my ear
felt your strong hands
around my throat
I heard your command
so clearly
I heard you cry
softly
I rolled over & stretched out my arm
to hug you
to pull you close
you weren't there
you weren't there
Did I dream this?
you seemed so real
next to me
softly
crying
you opened up
and let me in
you
let
me
in.

I sleep on ur side of the bed
naked
Waiting for a word

My body vibrating
naked
Waiting for a word
But it does not come

You have become silent
I search for a reason in my mind
but unknown
I am lost
Silent tears flow like rain

I've given all of me
Placed my trust & life in your hands
Your good girl
Your kitten
Is shattered.

I sleep on ur side of the bed
to be close to you
Dark temptation lingers on your pillow

Have I been that bad
That I don't deserve an answer?

Is this some kind of punishment?
What rule have I broken?

What am I guilty of?
The silence is deafening.

What am I guilty of?
caring?
being vulnerable?
opening myself to your world?
a key?
giving you my heart?

Well here it goes....

Yes Sir....
tease me, 
tie me,
cover my eyes. 

Force me to kneel
before my Master.
While your busy undressing
me with your eyes & hands.

Shackle my wrists & ankles
with chains so I cannot escape your touch.

To feel your fingers round my throat,
You order to open my mouth.
a strap behind my head a cold metal ring holds my lips open
You pull me close,
and place your cock inside
You say....
that's my good little whore now do what good little whore's do & suck! 

Make me moan
Make me swell
inside your pretty little mouth
You belong to me
no one else.
Your mouth is mine.
Your body is mine.

Now, make me scream
Make me cum my whore.
My pretty....little....whore.