3 weeks ago. Wed 18 Sep 2019 01:24:18 AM IDT
Is good, but even if it’s good it can be a struggle.
I struggle with my Demons, that’s right I of all people have demons. Past coming to haunt me, deja vu frequently occurring. The same test is put in front of me, I pass it without fail.
My debt has been one of my biggest Demons, one day at a time I’m taking care of it. I want to live debt free, safely, without any doubt that my life is good.
We often live beyond our means because the media tells us , in every commercial, you obviously need this vacuum...this rug...these lights. Clutter as my granny calls it.
We all live in various levels of clutter.
I went to buy a game a few days ago, took a step back and asked myself these questions:
should I play this game in front of my son? “No”
How much can I play it on a weekly basis? “Maybe 14 hours in a 7 day week”
Can I get full enjoyment out of this game at this time?
i talked myself out of that purchase, bought something fun for my son and I to do together, and a iTunes gift card for myself.
Moments are precious, the here and now is life. Making those moments precious is what makes life good. Gaining full enjoyment out of what you spend your money on is making the most out of life.
This being said, more demons cloud me than the angel which I know is there to protect me. Debt is only one of them, and I’m dealing with that firstly and as best I can.
Be good to each other out there.