As stated yesterday these are some things that i wrote back in the 90s some of them may be a trigger to some as they can be kinda dark, but what a great reminder of where I was and how far I have come..
The talks we had late at night intrigued my soul. They lasted for hours yet never seemed dragged out. The topics consisted of those that were tabo to my family, but ignited a flame inside me that burned and the intensity kept increasing with each interaction.
Sept 21 1994
Contemplating deeply what she has done, her mind shifts from the torturous reality to her ever prevailing fantasy that leads to her utmost indescribable desires that secretly kept her driving to live life each day to the fullest. That maybe one day she could reach a point where her fantasy would pierce her reality.
Oct 1994
Things change your were warned you knew things don't stay forever. So why when it happens do you drown in your sorrows.
Darkness makes her home, but hatred is the invader. The preference for darkness does not make her evil, just means that she loves more than the coward who stays in the light
Nov 2 1994
Dreams so vivid and thoughts so clear. I don't know why or how I just hope they are real.
A delicate pedal that should never be picked. Maybe not seen as important, but the bases for another. If you pick that pedal I too fall for you are a part of my base.