Mind of a Raeven

Daddy gave me the greatest gift yesterday for my birthday. He gave me the gift of his voice. He called me for the first time and being able to hear his voice was the best present I could have asked for. I am so happy and blessed to have him as my Daddy. 

I don't understand people. I am happily taken, but it seems like people can't read. I wear my Daddy's name on my collar and I still have people messaging me wanting to try and start something. That seriously ticks me off. Where do you think you are going to get by talking to a someone who is happily taken. 

As I sit here looking at the walls, I wonder what Daddy sees in me. I am broken and in pieces. I try my best to be what he needs. I have given him my heart to do what he will with it. I will follow wherever he leads me. I am his minx, his babygirl, his property, I am his. I will wait for however long it will take for him to claim me. I have longed to be owned again. To know what a collar feels around my neck again. For I have been empty inside to long. It has been so long since I have known what it means to belong to a true Dom. For I will gladly submit to him as he is the one who can calm my mind so that can be the best for him. To know peace in my submission to him will be a balm to my injured soul. 

I think I made a terrible mistake tonight and I have no idea what I did wrong. Things were going good, then during a chat he just stopped talking and I don't know why. Everything was going great then something changed and I wish I knew what it was. I am scared and hurt. There is only one person I want and who has my heart if he still wants me.