I want to connect, with anyone wanting to feel something... its taken 90mins to find this forum line. Can we talk openly?
How do I connect with people?? Do people want too?? Probably not. .. still... kinda love the idea.
If you wanna connect more, im me...
Its the first commandment on the site...
But what can I say that others might read????
I've been in love twice.. it was meant to be right the second time... But I got it wrong. Again....
He keeps reaching out to others. Cause I'm not enough. I'm not angry, I just want to be enough.??? If not for him, then someone??
Its been awhile, infact I deleted my account. But recently my best friend has found a life as a submissive. I feel sad as she has cast aside all her friends & her previous life for this one man. It makes me sad & leaves me asking questions.
PM me if you think you can help me understand ir if you support my instinct to grab her and run:)
I am not sure what the hell all this blogging is about but i know i have words I need the universe to hear. I need to speak them without fear,they will hurt me and I'll shed tears till the end of time, but please let me say... "i hate D... S... you raped me, you abused me & you told me for years I deserved it... But you were wrong.... I hold value in this world, even if you dont think so. "
I ended up here because i felt worthless & was desperate for attention. At the time i thought i was controlling my sexual identity, but I realise I was just approving of my exploration. I do not believe that is the case for everyone here. I have no desire to dictate sexuality to another being. I believ that this lifestyle works for some people. I am appreciative to those who made me feel welcome, even though i was lying about who I was. I have met some beautiful people on this site, people who; like me, had this site as their only outlet.
I am so very sorry that I have misrepresent myself to your community. I Thank you, from the bottom of my heart for accepting me. Ive never belonged to a community and i appreciate you all accepting me, messed up & crazy. ..
I hope for all people to value themselves, that all people feel special; to someone.
Every life matters, Your life matters. . #neveralone
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