Shesbratty

I am talking to lots of people who are kind and helpful. Im asking lots of questions and hipefully find that daddy dom thats perfectfor me 😜🤪❤🙃😁

I keep saying im good im fine who cares etc. But i care i dont want to hurt i dont want to cry anymore i hate feeling empty. I seriously dont understand how he doesnt give a shit about how i may be feeling its like i never existed. The rational part of my brain gets it, but the bratty girl doesnt and is hurt and wants squishies and kisses and this fucking sucks uugghhhhhgghgghggh

So many of yall are helping me and it means a lot i honestly didnt expect it. So to everyone thank you yall surprised me. 💚💜❤💙💙💚💜❤

Am i asking for to much from a DOM? What is too much?   what is not enough?  How to know if a dom is really a dom or just saying that he is.

I want a daddy dom that doesnt give up that holds me accountable that wants me to be the best i can be. Fuck i dont even know anymore i need friends i need help im totally lost

I am angry im sad and everything else. First off to want a BDSM family dynamic cool awesome but make damn sure all parties are ready for that. To force someone into something they truely are not ready for not ok. You have hurt your sub and me but im the one left alone to figure shit out not yall who have been in the lifestyle unlike me who is extremely new to this lifestyle. You have made every trust issue i did have 100 times worse so thank you for that. I once again finally trusted and i get left faster than i have wver been left in my life. I feel alone completely utterly alone. What u did was cruel and i truely hope you dont do this to anyone else and dont ever say that u dont give up cuz u do 

I wanted to say thank you to everyone who has been so supportative, however i think im going to call it quits on the lifestyle for whatever reasons everyone gives up on me so it is clearly not the lifestyle for me that i thought it was. I just cant do it anymore its to depressing to be dumped over and over and over and over. Id rather be alone. Which that is clearly the way im supposed to be is alone. It sucks but oh well. I wish it was different but its not i feel unworthy i feel like shit i feel unwanted left w nothing just alone to figure shit out on my own. Thats great train someone to a point of confusion and then leave them awesome thats great now my fucked up head is more fucked up im going to get plastered drunk and forget everything and everyone bye

It feels like forever that i was home with them. I miss them so much. I do have to say i was upset tonight cuz she was home alone and so was i and daddy never said i could of had a sleep over it would of been so much fun🙃 i know daddy wasnt being mean but i really wish he would of thought of it is all. Im feeling clingy and needy and alone. 

I miss them i really do but its hsrd to be here and them be there. I miss hugs and snuggles. I try to be strong but sometimes i wanna throw a fit. I know im a brat but sometimes i feel little and i have slsve tendencies which i was not aware of at first but my mama rsised me to tske care of the people i care about and it makes me happy when i can.  I do have a question however. Can a person be several different types? Also is it possible if u r new and have like zero experience thst certain sides of u may not come up yet due to past trust issues or whatever? I hope im making sense and not sounding ridiculous just appreciate others opnions. 

This sub drop thing that keeps happening is aweful. Im fine for a while but when its time to relax and get ready for bed i get sad and needy and it sucks. To be honest i feel like jumping up and down and having a temper tantrum. I understand why things are the way they are right now but the kid part of me wants what i want now!!! For me its new very new and im really really happy im just not patient at all. I miss my sis and daddy a lot cuz when im with them my head is clear i feel relaxed and calm. I dont worry its awesome. I am trying not to get down when im not w daddy but i cant help it.