From A sub's Perspective
It has been 10 days since I started talking with Sir. I feel bad that I brushed Sir off so harshly in the beginning…I suppose I was just used to someone of that nature treating me as an item to collect over actually wanting to get to know me. I am glad Sir responded the way he did, offering a friendship and a possible mentorship with no pressure of anything else. As Sir and I began to talk I felt very comfortable sharing and just having open conversations with him which is rare. Sir has immense knowledge that shows not just through photos Sir has shared with me, but how Sir approaches and talks with me.
Sir is open in sharing about his life as well, which I appreciate. I told Sir yesterday it still shocks me at times the way he openly shares his love and care for His slave and of course His submissive also. I have never talked with someone like Sir that treats me like a human and friend first and openly shares like he does. I was really taken back by the following statement Sir used:
“…These women have chosen to serve Me with everything inside themselves. Therefore, I return that to them by cherishing them for all they have given up to live their life as an extension of Myself, every day.”
That right there is what draws me to want to learn and grow with Sir. Never have I spokem to a dominant that spoke of cherishing what he had. The focus had always been on me and what would be expected of me – I always felt like I was being forced into a box or role that I didn't know if I fit in. Sir does not pressure me to be one way or another…I am not a role he is looking to fill in his collection. Instead, Sir and I talk about what I am curious about, things I like, what I would want to try, and through all that no pressure to become something or commit to anything. It is so freeing and, in a way, intoxicating to talk with Sir. I look forward to when we talk even when it is about pie, because I just honestly appreciate and enjoy my time talking with Sir.
I am thankful for the time Sir has given me and the education he has provided me. I enjoy learning and researching – it makes me feel empowered and that I am not making decisions just because. I want to continue to learn not just about the lifestyle but about Sir and his life. I look forward to having a chance to talk with both, His submissive and His slave. I would love to hear their perspective on their life and learn more about them both.
So, thank you Sir for being a wonderful addition to my life and giving me the time to learn and grow with you. I hope through all of this that if we never move forward into a dynamic of any kind, that we will stay friends.
A New submissive Who Found A Safe Place In This Dark Life