Feeling confused as to what I really was I told my online Daddy that I wasn't feeling so submissive. He knew that I had been struggling with my conflicting submissive and Mistress desires. So we parted. He was very nice about it and wished me luck on my journey. A small of me hoped he could maybe train me to be tough and Domineering like him. But I thought it was bad etiquette to ask him. I joined another well known kink website and was swamped with Doms who wanted me to serve them. That wasn't what I was looking for. I wrote it on my profile!!! After politely refusing and explaining what it was that brought me to that website they all said they excepted it but ignored me.
So I'm back here again wondering and praying for a mentor or teacher. I'm not looking for exchanging pictures or sex talk just a guardian angel to guide me.
Thank you for Reading
Emma