I'm in the middle of transitioning to get a good job and a place to call my own. Getting myself out of the depression I was in and moving forward in as positive of a manner as possible. Spending time around family and loved ones will help. Hopefully the job search goes great and I'll be back to my old loving Dom self soon enough. :p
Lately I've been having issues with my self-esteem and depression. I'm finding it difficult to not worry about finances and whatnot. I can tell it doesn't worry my love, but it still worries me. I'll eventually get over it but I get stuck in a rut sometimes. I'm just glad I found her because it feels good to have someone else who understands what I'm going through and still treat me as the Dom I know I am/can be still. I love you babygirl. :*
Daddy and I have been having issues with our mental illnesses of depression, anxiety, and bipolar. But! We both talked and discovered we don't take time to much for things to make us happy so we are doing the 30 day happiness challenge that I found on pinterest. Starting tomorrow we are going to follow through on each one. It will bring ourselves more happy so we can be happier together. Xoxoxo so excited!!
Idk what it is, I'm giving my Daddy time to work on himself you know. He went through some serious mental stuff about a month ago and hes taking time to get used to taking himself again and being a man again. I'm praying that he does and it works itself out you know but what if it doesn't? He is my soul mate we mesh so incredibly well I want to give all of my submission to him but not until I trust that he wont go off and do stuff again that hurts himself and others. I'm still caught up on that, I grieved for him when he lost it before and I was broken. I guess what I'm looking for is good vibes. Idk.