taxi's ladies

     I am going to attempt to explain why our life seems to work and work for us alone. First and foremost is the fact that we ladies are bisexual and being that way, we have a strong bond between us as women so all a Dom can do is (as john puts it handle it) or not and yes it gets harder the more you add to the soup. And we are all very different people we range from slut trying to act normal to dyke trying to act normal. (Three ring circus does not even come close to describing what it can be like sometimes) and Sir must find a way through without hurting any of us. so don't envy him because I am sure there are times, he just wants to walk away but he does not he stays true to his bond to each of us. 

    Now' thanks to Jane we have learned a way to make it easier on him we ladies having the bigger harts work hard to work out the problems between us before they turn into deal breakers and only after trying hard, if we can't come to a resolution, we bring it to our sir for him to decide what course we take.  As you know we four were friends with benefits before we met jane and sir James. Through his not so gentile (at times) training we became the family we are now. One rule work's best for us (it is not the Dom's role to stand between us his role is to stand above us.)  With that said understand men and women speak and deal with problems differently. Women prefer to talk in a spiral men like to listen and solve simple sometimes one-word answers. Because of this we have found it best for we ladies to talk it out between ourselves first. Then if we can't solve it ourselves, we take it to sir.

   As I hope you can see by now is both simple and hard for many women, hard because we women want him all to ourselves at times, even then we know he must be shared. This is where the simple comes in learn to love the others like Thay are yourself. And in this way when he is with them, he is still with you.

   Have you ever wondered why the ceremonies in our lifestyle all have these two cymbals in them because it shows what you are willing to give to keep to who you are. 

      Ours was different then the rose. But this is kept there was blood and fire. And I have never felt such love and belonging as I do now to a Sir that I know will give his blood and endure the pain this life we go into all together as one.

    It started early in the morning for us ladies we woke for the first time in months alone he was not there for the morning kiss. But breakfast was wheeled in by Sir John in his place He told us to eat his ladies will be here to bathe and dress you. our gowns where simple leather and lace the only parts exposed where our breasts ( I will admit we looked hot the four of us coming down the isle two at a time) the lace on the sides highlighted our legs the leather bodices tight across our stomach and ribs the shelves under our breasts holding them high and proud for our Sir. He standing in linen pants black as night to our white the white wolf tattoo on his chest the red fangs and gold eyes he looked young handsome and strong.

     Sir john stopped at the foot of the platform and spoke. Sit Tim it is my pleasure to offer to you these ladies. He held his right hand out and I stepped forward to stand by his side he lifted my vail and said first I offer the lady Mari mother of the house of Jane dully elected to lead the subs of the house into the future and guide the children of the house. I stepped forward and said Sir Tim you know my needs and you know my wants and I have learned yours do you accept and are you willing to meet them. He looked down on me and stated yes if you are willing to keep my hart and soul safe. I said Sir I will keep them safe and place all my honor in the keeping. He look hard into my eyes so deeply I felt tears come to my eyes and felt my hart stop his eyes then gentled and said come to your new protector lady Mari if you can take the test of blood I will take the test of pain with gratitude.

   I stepped up in front of him he swabbed my right nipple and it stood out further he then pierced it and let the drop or two of blood drip before putting ointment and a bandage over it (and yes it hurt like hell) once I was steady on my feet and I could steady my hand I took my brand from the fire and put it to his chest over the head of wolf tattoo ( I almost got sick when the smell hit me) but god love him he did not even flinch he just stood there looking me in eye. I put the brand down and fell into his embrace he held me till I stopped crying. I stepped back and watched my sister subs take there vows to our new Sir          Mari

                                                                                       THE HOUSE OF JANE

    Early on when Sir James was teaching both sub's and Dom's in the lifestyle and it's safety in rope, restraints, impact play as well as forging the needed trust for all of the above. He noticed a trend in the people who came to him he called it transient love where the partners really had no long term commitment in their desire. So he stopped teaching to work on a beneficial system one for both sub's and Dom's to adhere to one that would protect the sub's who gave their trust and submission for the long term but did not have a marriage to back them up. So he he came up with the teaching of Janes house named in honor of his lady Jane. Together they worked on the concepts of protection and security. 

   This is the main reasons of the house formation. This divided the protection is afforded by all the Dom's to every sub under house protection IF a sub finds that their Dom has not returned their or honored the trust given to them they have the ability to come to the house I.E. the ranch for food and housing and if wanted another Dom to care for them (it also gives them a place to recover) until they are ready to get out and love again. The security is provided by the fact that their Dom's are required to give money annually to a fund in their name. This is an open arrangement usually about 25% of his base pay and all of hers if she works. This is agreed between the sub and  Dom prior to the ceremony of bond and the money is managed by an agreed financial planer. No we do not have any say in the money. Sir James and Jane took care of us ladies separately through a family trust. But it is reported to us if the proper amount is not placed in trust and the Dom is warned and the sub advised so that they can work it out between them. 

Now that you know the reason for our existence.   

it is my pleasure to announce between talks between us and the voting it has been decided THE HOUSE OF J. by one vote thank you bellAtEl for the suggestion     

                                                                                               THE LADIES       

    As you all know Sir James and the lady Jane were our teachers in this lifestyle, so it was only natural for us to change our name to SIR JAMES LADIES. But as you also know with his passing and us claiming other Dom's it no longer seems proper to us to keep the name. With Doc and Jen having their own Dom's and Jo-Beth married to another Dom with V and Stacy not having chosen yet and we four taking Sir Tim as our Dom. It just seems to us ladies inconsiderate to our Dom's to wright under this name. let it be known our Dom's have not made an issue over this it is us ladies. So we have chosen three different names to put forward.

1) go back to taxi's ladies? 

2) Janes girl's

3) the house of Jane.

      we would like to hear your opinion's as well if you have another name we will pay it due respect. 

                                                                                                           thank you  THE LADIES 

     From time to time I will enter an excerpt from one of our founders. The reason for this is to show why we follow his lessons and hers not just because they started this family but because they had much to teach us learned the hard way and gave to us the lessons so as to avoid the pitfalls in life.

                                                                                                   Alone 

    Over time the animal we call human have developed certain traits and one of them is time to be alone with ourselves, I have also discovered that the harder a person works at some thing creating a business the more alone time they need. This I believe is because of how much of themselves they share and put into the business. It is also true for anything a person put so much care into that from time to time they must stop and replenish themselves this is best done by the use of what I call alone time and for this one needs a place to be alone. It needs to be someplace that they feel safe with their aloneness. When they enter that place it should make them feel they have come into their hart. This I have built for you, as each of you came to me and expressed your wish to join me and become part of both our and your personal dynamic with me I built you a small gazebo enclosed with wall of wood or stone to fit your own personality what is inside I do not know it is your place to make your own. You may keep it as clean or make it as dirty as you wish it is yours. you may find you use it often or not you will learn things about me and most defiantly about your self that will shock you and disturb you to your perceived core thus you will need to take the time to examine and accept or reject I only ask you to study yourself very deeply and long before you reject because every thing you reject is really a part of you so do not take to much of what make you unique away.        

Preface: from the book of Jane; Do you comprehend the responsibility you will hold in your hand?  In your hand he gives the two most important thing's your Dom has. He gives to your care his hart and his sole that is what this very special kind of man trusts you with not only must you keep him safe and whole you must feed his soul with the food of love and dedication his needs become yours even before your own wants.    

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    When I first heard this from Jane I understood what she said and I thought I knew what she was telling me and I did. But it was not until later that I felt what she meant. When we first lost our Jane he was a rock in a stormy sea he handled all the sudden responsibilities seeing to her and Ann's funeral the celebration of their lives the care for Jen arranged her hospital care the rehab saw to Jo-Beth's mine Sue's and Deb's emotional support. Then he went to his office alone. When  I went in to call him to dinner I was back in the uniform of the sub's stocking thong and bra. He was sitting in his easy chair in front of the fireplace looking at the ern that now contained the ashes of the first four of his ladies along with their photo's I knelt in front of him and waited to be allowed to speak but when he looked down at me I froze for his eyes were cold and filled with hate not at me but just in general I had seen this look in others but never in my sir. It was a look of insanity when his eyes cleared somewhat I got a glimpse of what hell looked like. When I told him dinner was ready he looked at me and said its good  to see the house is back to normal. But  there was a tone of contempt in it he then said please just go on I won't be coming to dinner.  At first we just thought good let him greave let him work it out his way. But we could not ignore the difference in him where before he would talk in a voice of care to us with patience and love now he spoke to us with at best indifference at worst he would answer with tone of you dumb bitch. This went on for three weeks all he did was drink and sit staring at the ern. Finally in desperation we called Mary, Jane's daughter she listened and said you should not have left him alone one of you should have curled up in his lap and waited send the plane I'll be ready when it gets here.     

    She arrived early the next morning we gathered and she asked who was the first to submit to him (yes she knew she was raised in the house) I said I was and she said let me guess mom told you what your responsibility was but not the why or how of it right. I said yes but I did not know till this happened the importance. Well don't be mad at yourself it is as much my fault as mom's I should have made sure you knew what to do. By now I'm sure you have all seen the hell that he lives in his sole is I'm sorry to say in an almost permanent hell tell me are there any bodies to be berried or has he lost his temper with any one. Good he has not lost control this time. Unlike last time when he lost Dena he went quit insane and almost killed the man who killed her. I have to get ready he needs his little girl she grabbed her bags and went to change. When she came back down she looked completely different she looked like a little doll like a child no make up and frankly funny go ahead and laugh without the come fuck me daddy make up I use with my husband I do look funny but he needs to see his little girl. 

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    Now due to the fact that we are not only involved in B.D.S.M. we are also poly. And this creates another part to the dynamic that we live by, your subs may already have a bond with another sub. I myself did not have this problem when I met and fell for Rita but many do and while adding another dimension to your dynamic it also presents another aspect to consider as far as your responsibility. The last thing you want is to come between them you want to become part of that bond and you want to be the Dom of that bond. Either way remember time is your friend along with honesty and care. You can't just walk in and say you are mine now this will result in one of three things a) loud and prolonged laughter b) greatly damaged body or c) death.   

    I do not want to make light of this but you will find at least in this house you will deal with a certain type of sub and that is the alfa. While this is great they are strong independent and fearless but they have a strong tendency to take to much on themselves causing an emotional imbalance that they disregard on a regular bases. And this is the reason they need a  beta Dom and they must learn that he is looking out for them. They must learn to trust his judgement that a break is needed. In the house we call this personal time and it is the Dom's responsibility to make and enforce that time this is time spent one on one this can be a daily thing or at the very least once a week but we try to give each sub two hours at least every other  day. 

    Now you may ask why is this the Dom's responsibility, remember alfa sub's they love their work and constantly ignore the build up of the pressure of the work and if not watched can cause emotional behavioral and physical problems that creep up on them over time. However if the Dom keeps his eye on them by talking regularly this can be stopped before it becomes a problem for all. While it is true women enjoy the cuddling as much as the sex it should be noted that the sex is just as important they need the release of the hormones that only comes from a completely exposed and vulnerable release this is the reason that the aftercare in our lifestyle completes the transformation of the sub back to stability in all aspects of life.                           

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                                                                                             responsibilities

      I asked sir Tim to stop at this point because we four had the talk of what kind of man he might become we Dom's myself and sir James decided to adopt a wait and see attitude to his future. The lady Jane and my Rita agreed but I suspect that they using the time honored wisdom of a woman had already made up their minds. Why, because they both started working with him on "courtly behavior" as in manors for a man to live by.  Sir James and I decided on the wait and see because he was only 15 and even though he showed the right attitude to his responsibilities did not mean he could handle them even though he no longer had the pressure of making the ranch go. he picked up the responsibility of having money in his pocket oh yes sir paid him the same as any other full grown man in his place and as anyone can tell you that alone can be hard to manage. There where a couple of bumps in the road but managing them goes a long way to showing a persons caricature later, a man does not grow without adversity in his path. As you can see the young sir Tim grew up to be a very good man and a more then adequate Dom in his own right as I am relatively sure the ladies can testify to.

    By the time the young man turned 18 it was requested by a few ladies that he be taught the way. All of them from older and wiser women chief of witch from the lady Jane stating she had planes for that young man and sir James was not getting any younger. So you can see he had a direction in life to go if he wanted this lifestyle. And as you see now he did but I don't think he expected what he got (none of us do). So at 18 he started lessons of dominance from the house of Jane from both sir James and myself. These lessons mainly concern the day to day responsibilities that the Dom is expected to learn. 

    The first of these is learning about the one who has asked to be your sub. Contrary to what you may think this involves learning their needs and want's in both the outside world and the one behind closed doors. There is a big difference obviously, do they need you to put a roof over their head cloths on them feed them or can they do it themselves or are these things they want you to do, If the later is wanted you must decide if they are worth it to you this must be decided by you the Dom and must be done coldly this is real world not phantasy and things like love and lust do not enter the equation for this so think hard is the potential there for them to be all you want?  This is part of the first rule and your responsibility to produce for them.

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Preface:

   Courage, Some may wonder what this has to do with responsibility well it happens to be the other hand of responsibility. the easiest way to explain what I mean is in military talk If a person takes on the responsibility of defending this country he must find the courage to give his life to it. The same can be said for a Dom who take on the responsibility of a submissive must be willing to die in her defense so chose wisely because if they prove false you still are responsible to aid them.

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                                                                                               my new home

    Thanks to the fact we flew I got to my new home before the horses. The house was huge to me and my room was like a hotel suit but the bathroom who need's two toilets (yes I found out what the other bowl was.) This was going to take some getting used to there was a desk as well as computer for me a T.V. and my cloths were already there I showered and changed and walked out to explore. The barn and corrals were a good size and there where two of them the stable was more then adequate that was good allowed for expansion. As I was looking around a man came up to me and asked if he could help me and what I was doing I introduced my self. He said it's good to meet you Tim you can call me John I understand you will be training the horses sir James is bringing in sorry to hear about your dad I wish I had met him, have you been in the barn yet? No I told him good he said let me show you around and maybe you can answer a few questions I have about these horses I was told not to order any saddles for them because no one knew what was needed we are bringing the ones you had at the ranch in Texas up with the horses and the men I sent said they had never seen saddles like them. We are transporting them all separately because we were told that they where special and we had no idea how to group them. I told him that was unnecessary the females' and yearlings could have gone together you really only had to keep the males apart from each other. and what are the feed needs for them none of the food you had stored was labeled so we are bringing it here. I told him that because of the size of them they need more iron and calcium in there food. I asked if there was someone here who did blacksmithing if not I can do it. Did the men get the tools and blanks from the forge as well? Yes he said they are brining it all I was told to bring everything from the ranch here.  As you can see I had everything I needed to carry on with the work my family started.     

  preface: John let me tell you something do you know what you owe the men and women that work here. You mean the benefits and pay? No over and above that they earn those I mean the loyalty that they give us do you know what your responsibility to give them in response for that. No sir what do you mean? In exchange for that you owe them truth it is your responsibility to always give them the truth.          Sir John       

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    At this point another knock at my door announced the arrival of my lawyers. When I turned around I saw something out of a movie my lawyers curtsied to Jane and James and it made me cover a laugh. ( well I was young what did I know). When everyone was seated Jim asked well what's going on? It seems you and the judge are correct thanks to the Judge by the time we got to the offices of the young masters lawyers the police had the offices locked down and it was easy to get the paper work, and computer geeks are dumping everything into there whatever there called. From just a brief look the young man was not represented even remotely adequately as to violations of law that still has to be determined. But we are ready to file and sue for compensation for Tim. All he said was good see to it. They then turned to me and said as representatives of the legal profession we have our apology for what you went through at the hands of the courts. But you should know is you have more money then you realize, your father had a big insurance policy that paid double because of accident. And this was not made known to you under the excuse that if what happened the foreclosure you would need money for school and living. This was in our eyes a miscarriage of responsibility on the part of your lawyer because there was ample money to pay off the mortgage on the ranch as well as the taxes for 4 years at witch time you would be out of school and be able to work the ranch full time. 

    Something in my face must have shone it, when I heard miss. Jane say that's enough Tim don't go there you are to young. Then sir James said Tim its not a road you ever want to go down. Leave it to me and the judge and these lovely ladies and if death is needed well I am winterbourne.( At the time I did not understand what he meant I learned much later what he meant by that when I heard the song.) Even after what had happened for some reason I trusted him and tried to let it go.