So my first fling after getting out of a 10 year narcissistic relationship has fizzled out. I’m sad. I feel devastated inside. I mean he was half my age, but I was hoping it would be something more. So, I’m hella hurt and sad. He wasn’t ready for a relationship. It’s understandable, but he did say things that lead me to believe that we could be something more. He told me he was confused in what our relationship status was, but I said we can’t just friends, because my heart wants more from him. So yeah, looks like another bad night of sleep for me. 😒 :( :(
Is the fact that I want to feel free like a bird but I want to be dominated at the same time. Like… I feel like that’s two different things entirely. And sometimes I feel like I want to be dominated because I lack direction, so if I was a person that had more direction, that was more firm in my decision-making, would I still want to be dominated…taken…by someone? Completely? Or am I meant to be a free bird and soar the skies…?
I dunno ?♀️ I guess I’ll come back to this question in a year or two. As they say…
… When you close your eyes and go to sleep And it's down to the sound of a heartbeat I can hear the things that you're dreamin' about When you open up your heart and the truth comes out … You tell me that you want me You tell me that you need me You tell me that you love me And I know that I'm right 'Cause I hear it in the night … I hear the secrets that you keep When you're talkin' in your sleep I hear the secrets that you keep When you're talkin' in your sleep … When I hold you in my arms at night Don't you know you're sleepin' in a spotlight And all your dreams that you keep inside You're tellin' me the secrets that you just can't hide … You tell me that you want me You tell me that you need me You tell me that you love me And I know that I'm right 'Cause I hear it in the night … I hear the secrets that you keep When you're talkin' in your sleep I hear the secrets that you keep When you're talkin' in your sleep I hear the secrets that you keep When you're talkin' in your sleep I hear the secrets that you keep When you're talkin' in your sleep … When you close your eyes, and you fall asleep Everything about you is a mystery … You tell me that you want me You tell me that you need me You tell me that you love me And I know that I'm right 'Cause I hear it in the night … I hear the secrets that you keep When you're talkin' in your sleep I hear the secrets that you keep When you're talkin' in your sleep I hear the secrets that you keep When you're talkin' in your sleep I hear the secrets that you keep When you're talkin' in your sleep I hear the secrets that you keep When you're talkin' in your sleep I hear the secrets that you keep
Gimme, gimme, gimme some time to think I'm in the bathroom, looking at me Face in the mirror is all I need (ooh) Wait until the reaper takes my life Never gonna get me out alive I will live a thousand million lives (ooh) My patience is waning Is this entertaining? Our patience is waning Is this entertaining? I-I-I got this feeling, yeah, you know Where I'm losing all control 'Cause there's magic in my bones I-I-I got this feeling in my soul Go ahead and throw your stones 'Cause there's magic in my bones Playing with a stick of dynamite There was never gray in black and white There was never wrong 'til there was right (ooh, oh) Feeling like a boulder hurtling Seeing all the vultures circling Burning in the flames I'm working in Turning in a bed that's darkening My patience is waning Is this entertaining? Our patience is waning Is this entertaining? I-I-I got this feeling, yeah, you know Where I'm losing all control 'Cause there's magic in my bones (in my bones) I-I-I got this feeling in my soul Go ahead and throw your stones 'Cause there's magic in my bones 'Cause there's magic in my bones Look in the mirror of my mind Turning the pages of my life Walking the path so many paced a million times Drown out the voices in the air Leaving the ones that never cared Picking the pieces up and building to the sky My patience is waning Is this entertaining? My patience is waning Is this entertaining? I-I-I got this feeling, yeah, you know Where I'm losing all control 'Cause there's magic in my bones (magic in my bones) I-I-I got this feeling in my soul (soul) Go ahead and throw your stones 'Cause there's magic in There goes my mind (I-I-I) Don't mind There goes my mind (there it goes, there it goes) There goes my mind (I-I-I) Don't mind (there it goes) There goes my mind 'Cause there's magic in my bones
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