On Fetlife.
They want me to pee and poop in their mouth.
or they don’t mind if I'm on my period..
they will happily oblige!
Should I take them up on their offer?
just kidding…no need to answer that last question, I may just pass and pretend I never ever saw the message!
The devil rims me
My mom always said I was going to hell. She said that ever since I was 5. I know. Fucking crazy right? So I always liked the color black, upside down crosses and my first word as a baby was baphomet...Okay okay… the last 2 factoids about me maaay not be true. That’s for me to know and you to find out eh?
I guess I was like the typical teen. Into goth shit. I hung around the alt crowd, although, I was pretty much a loner, which is typical for an introvert like me.
Anyways, let’s get to the good shit.
I've been having weird ass dreams lately. But this last one didn’t feel like a dream and I’ll get to that in a moment.
I’ve always had very lucid dreams.
Think like flying over the city at night or going to another country you've never been in your life and taking in all that you sense and see. Or seeing your friends at the mall and hanging out at your guys' spot.
You get the idea.
Those were the type of dreams I had. Innocent. Fun. Normal.
Until...
I turned 19.
My lucid dreams started turning after I...well...got into some...like demon/devil porn recently...
Sometimes people in those demon devil costumes look cheesy as fuck but I dunno...I find it...hot
I watch those computer animations too of devils/demons fucking human women and men
Anyways...
A fairly recent dream I had was being in a forest naked and having satyrs dance around me when one suddenly knocked me to the ground then roughly finger fuck me. And tongue fuck me. That dream...woah...I woke up super horny and wet. I think I was even gyrating my hips when I barely awakened and my sheets were soaked and not just from sweat. I couldn't believe it. I had to grab my dildo from my dresser right away. Let me tell you, that thing glided inside me so quickly and I pounded my pussy hard that morning.
But I wanted more of those dreams, I wanted more of those sensations, and I wanted it to be real.
I wanted it from the king of hell himself.
You know how they say "Grab life by the horns"...
Well, I wanted to grab the d-man's horns and sit down on his throbbing cock have him ram it inside of me.
Would it be red? Who knows. But I'm completely obsessed with the thought.
Which brings me to the dream that was more than a dream...
To be continued.
Enjoy a nice steak, 🥩 and a great blow job!
~~~~~ 🌺💐🌷 ~~~~~~~
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Yes, this is a rant...
Some of ya'll need to do better with messaging people. Introduce yourself properly, however you would like to be addressed. Ask about the other person, their day, make them feel comfortable to continue talking to you. Some of you guys message like a predator looking for their next prey. In my profile, I never ever said I was interested in that predator/prey dynamic. "Wanna chat", "what u doing up", "do you have Telegram or [insert messaging app here], as a very first sentence is not attractive nor is it a conversation starter. Look up how to have a conversation on Youtube, look at your local library for books on icebreakers and how to continue conversations. If you have social anxiety like me, go to counseling/therapy or again if you can't, look up the numerous resources on the internet and your library, or Amazon. C'mon it's 2024, there's no excuse for being ignorant or coming across like an ogre. Learn to speak properly for Christ's sake. Please. Thank you.
Thank you fluffypoppet for this challenge:
We all love a good challenge... let's make this one educational.
What are red flags and green flags you look for in Doms?
Green Flags:
Holding space for the other person to share their feelings
Honest and clear communication
Red Flags: 🚩
Calling yourself an alpha male/alpha Dom, not letting the other person share their feelings openly
But... YOUR TURN... what are red flags and green flags you see in Doms?
*Sigh*
I just don’t want to adult anymore
too much laundry
too many bills
too much to clean
too much mental mess in my head
not enough ⏰ nor 💴 for everything
I’m tired…
🥱 zzzz
Well, I can’t really blame the eclipse as much as I would like, but being hormonal, horny and sad is like the worse f#%king combo! Ever!
That’s it, that my rant for tonight!
Kit's Challenge
Meeting Standards…
Thank you, Kit !!!
List 10 compliments to yourself and expand upon each of them..
1.Being a good mother
I do my best to be a caring mother to my 10 year old and often comfort her and lend her my shoulder when she is struggling with anything school related or otherwise…
2. Being Creative
I love drawing and writing when inspiration strikes! I also like expressing creativity through my sense of style, especially rock in’ the short, punk rock hair styles.
3. Following through with my word
I'm sure there’s a word for this, but damn ADHD I can’t think of it now. Anyways, I do my best to keep my promises with those that are important and matter to me.
4. Curious and love to learn
Reading is my thing so I like to consume content as much as I can. Lately I’ve been listening to audiobooks too so I can focus at work. Also, I’ve been learning Japanese for a year and a half now.
5. Protective
Fiercely protective of those I love…like a mama tiger 🐅
6. Introspective
I’m in my inner world a lot but that makes me think before I speak. I take time to know who I am, and look at the things that make me tick and look at my faults and what not.
7. Animal lover
Love, love animals and hope to have a farm in the near furure.
8. Admire Beauty
i appreciate beauty in art form, in my natural environment, or admire someone’s smile.
9. Sensitive
Bring sensitive is tricky because it can feel like a curse at times but the upside is that as someone who is more a sensing type person, I can be aware of someone’s needs or moods or things that bother them.
10. Justice oriented
I know when someone is not treated fairly and it puts a burning hole in my heart and I have to stand up for them.
Sooooo I listened to a whole ass audiobook today~ 10.5 hrs. ~ of Twisted Loyalties by Cora Reilly. Apparently she wrote a bunch of these kind of books called the Camorra series that I’ve just discovered which are basically about dangerous, mafia type guys. I’ve been reading all the raunchy type mob boss stories on my favorite site Literotica and especially under the section Non- reluctance but I needed more so I binged on this new book and uhhh needless to say…I loved it. I had to play with myself a couple of times because I was too damn immersed 😂 My only complaint is that they kept using the same words or phrases for genitalia like “moist slit” and “bundle of nerves” which started getting on my nerves, like ma’am, have you heard of a thesaurus? 🙄 But anyways…just wanted to share that I wasted my Sunday for this treasure of a book and I didn’t regret it!
Please suggest me some movies with kinkiness like The Secretary and such. I’m not a big movie watcher so any suggestions would be helpful from you all so I can pass the time on my night shift…thanks!
P.S.
They can also be sensual or romantic too!