Diary of a Broken Sub

I thought your ego was the reason we ended things for the final time. It was you who hurt now so you walk away + you stay gone. 

I’ve just recently considered the possibility you had seen my pain and walked away not for yourself, but for me. 

I don’t know which is true or even most likely, but I do know which helps me sleep better @ night. 

“Dolly is so pretty”

Said to a girl who can’t stand her own reflection

Sometimes I wonder if it’s my appearance that makes me feel ugly or the things I’ve done

The thing I’ve done

You

“You are always so selfless”

So be a little selfish for once.

I wish I’d never compromised my morals for you

I thought I hated myself before

Fuck I was wrong.

Happy New Years,

to you and yours.