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4 years ago. July 1, 2019 at 12:18 AM

Community Collaboration: As a link community, let's build a nice, kinky piece of erotica. Can we?

(Velvet)

Sarah slept soundly, her warm flesh enjoying the cool sheets. Soft jazz played quietly while the sweet scent of jasmine swirled from the first floor below her. Even now at 0340, Master was making prepartion, setting the scene, stirring Sara's imagination for tomorrow's big event.

The big event - a private dinner party at the "Fuzzy Cuffs Lounge." Five kink couples were invited, one of whom had a Gorean bend. Master contacted the caterer and made the arrangements, choosing the specific foods he wanted. He instructed Sarah that she would be instrumental in the success of the evening. She  was directed to groom herself carefully, and present herself in her travel robe at 1945 hours.

**It should be noted that these Doms & their girls know one another well, and get together monthly at various venues.

 

(Are there members here familiar with Gor, the novel series by John Norman?Just curious!)

 

Next???  ;)

 

 

5 years ago. August 23, 2018 at 6:05 PM

The real adventure began Memorial Day weekend as I was discharged from my hospital home to attend my youngest daughter's wedding! (I am blessed with 3 adult children girl, boy, girl. My son and his family lived with me for the past 2 plus years, so it seemed natural I would stay with them, as long as they were agreeable. Well, of course, notjing isvever that easy, so a squabble ensued. Amidst the craziness, my 4th grandchild, a girl, was born.

The trick is avoiding the emotional pitfalls. I learned quite a awhile ago that self-pity is NOT a friend, so instead of focusing on my new restrictions, I'm looking for new hobbies, adventures, and activities that don't mind a weaker left side en route. I have crafted a patriotic wreath for my newlywed daughter and a wind chime to entertain us all on our large, new porch.

God is good, so everything He allows must have some redeeming value. Keep your eyes open! 😆

5 years ago. August 23, 2018 at 1:17 AM

My sexy friends, I have returned from valley of the shadow of death. 

BRIEF REVIEW:

DEC 10 had a minor fall as I left work @7 am. I drove to the VA Hospital ER. Ihad no other symptoms. They did a CT scan and an MRI. I knew something was up immediately. The MRI tech wouldn't make eye contact. I was retuned to the ER, and soon a sweet young Argentinian neurosurgeon came in and introduced himself. He was direct, but compassionate as he explained I had a lime-sized mass in my brain. He said he wanted to take it out, but it would not be easy  as it was fairly centrally located.

Phone calls were made to my 3 adult kids, and within the hour family flooded my private room. It all happened so fast, I didnt have time to process it.

Surgery was scheduled for 18 Dec.once again, family filled the room with prayers and blessings.

The surgeon was all smiles whenn I awoke. He declared confidently, he had gotten it all!

I had a wound from ear to ear across the crown of my head, and I was on huge doses of steroids to prevent swelling or clotting. The surgeon had warned me that because of the tumor's location, I could lose some or all functiom on my left side. It wasa week or so before I was able to help the drs determine the extent of my loss.

As it turned out, I am abundantly blessed. The face droop I woke with disappeared  within an hour. I could talk, see, hear, process questions & info. The loss was confined to my left arm, hand & leg. I was hospitalized for 7 months for concentrated physical therapy  to push my body to reconnect.

As of today, I have 70%  functionality in my left side, but Im stilll working. I start aqua therapy 5 Sep which should really boost my leg, knee, & hip strength.

 

Anyway, thank you all for your thoughts & prayers. I could feel the support.  For now, I am mostly getting around by wheelchair except in the house, but it's ok. Not great, but ok. Im not done fighting and I know that my Redeemer lives!

 

 

6 years ago. February 17, 2018 at 2:54 PM

Two months ago, I underwent a life-altering surgery to remove a mass from my brain. The surgeon had no expection that my left side would be anything but paralyzed. 

But FAITH...

Today, I can walk with a walker. My entire left side, though still weaker than the right, has reengaged, connected, and slowly, I am gaining control.

More importantly, I am actually enjoying the challenge of it. I spend 2 hours M - F in the gym with OT/PT therapists, wonderful, dedicated, and knowledgeable professionals to encourage me forward everyday.

I love it! 

I want to thank all of you who have been.praying and encouraging me on this journey. I'm alive & well and progressing beyond anyone's expectations. GOD is good!

6 years ago. February 11, 2018 at 3:00 PM

What drives the heart of a submissive soul?

Is it about the "dance," the cat & mouse,  hunter/prey chase? Or is it something much deeper?

In my current state of medical recovery, I have been exploring this a bit,  at least as it lives in me. 

For decades now, in the life, I have vehemently rejected the idea of "slave" as opposed to submissive.  However,  over the last couple months, I have discovered a much deeper need,  or longing,  to submit MORE, to be stretched beyond stated limits, to surrender more control...  But not just for the sake of surrender.

The heart of THIS submissive-slave is solely for the pleasure of her Master. To quickly, and eagerly give all he asks and more,  because He cares for me,  and I trust Him completely. 

Curious,  how does this relate to Y/your experience as Dom/me or sub?

 

 

6 years ago. February 6, 2018 at 12:41 PM

The truth comes out! For decades,  I have dreamed of pierced nipples,  and maybe labia, but with no kink support, I hesitate. Now,  in the midst of this crazy medical recovery,  I'm thinking -"Bucket List issue."

So, my friends,  I'm soliciting advice.  Thoughts? Suggestions?

Dom's or subs,  advise,  please! ?

 

6 years ago. January 30, 2018 at 9:55 AM

It pleased me to observe your smiling obedience to my requests. You also pleased me at your comfortable, but ladylike, permission to confirm your obedience with subtle touches and hugs upon our first few minutes. I detected no restraint. Thank you.
Now, as I walked you to my car, I enjoyed, as I believe you did, my hand firmly and openly on your full, round ass. I look forward to an increased appreciation of your obvious and hidden assets.
How did you enjoy my hands lightly on your breasts, pinching your nipples subtly through your dress in the mall? Did you see anyone watching us?
I think you crave some of this exhibitionism. We will explore this further, if you are agreeable.
I was also pleased with your relaxed manual introduction to my dominant tool as we chatted on the restaurant. You aroused me well, my dear.
Velvet, I am even more convinced we can build a mutually exciting and stimulating duo.
I will send a plan for our second adventure tomorrow.
Rest up, my girl. I think we are about to embark on a dream ride.
Until next time,
Steve Mansure

6 years ago. January 29, 2018 at 3:34 AM


Hello Ms VelvetDreams
I happened across a number of enticing, sexy stories penned by you, and honestly, I wondered if you'd be at all interested in pursuing some or all of your lusty ideas with me.
I am a 65 yr old healthy Dominant with 30+ years in the BDSM life. My life partner/slave passed away 6 yrs ago, and I feel you and I may well be a good match.
I perceive you are a slave at heart, and will grow into a deep submission as our trust and bond blooms.
I want to meet you ASAP.
My requirements for our first meeting:
You must wear a dress, length unimportant.You will wear no panties or bra, and your hair & face will be well groomed and lovely.
I will take you to a nice, public place and touch you a bit inappropriately to get attention from passers by. How do you feel about that? I believe you crave this.
After some public groping, I may take you to buy a nice, new toy and discuss it's use openly. We will get a bite to eat, and I will place your hand on my probably hard cock and expect you to freely fondle me as we nibble & chat. You like?*

I know you do! I know you so well, my slutty, sweet slavegirl. This is just a beginning place. I know the depth of attention you crave, and I also know how completely you yearn to serve in naked, lusty abandon... Simply doing what you are told to do, whenever, wherever with me as your protective, perceptive, and always hands on, Master.
You will get the obscene use you dream of, you will be watched, you will be carefully shared with a handful of specifically skilled fellow Dom's with unique areas of expertise to expose you to new activities and test your pain threshold.
Most of all, my dear delight, I aim to love you, spoil you, show you off in both comfortable and uncomfortable ways for my pleasure, but also, I believe, for your pleasure. You will fly often and always land snuggled against your Master's body.
I already want to change your name, but we can discuss this when we meet.What do you think?
Oh, the other thing is that we will be quite active in the local BDSM
community, so no runs
for the Senate lol. I will display your obedience in public. I will parade your deep devotion in public. But, please hear me, my girl. I will always respect you as a person and as a valuable submissive slavegirl willing to continually strive to give over more and deeper control to her powerful and experienced Master.
We will meet tomorrow . I will come to your home. Please be dressed for my pleasure. I will confirm your compliance quickly. If I am not satisfied, I will hear your reason and allow you 10 minutes to make the correction. I will not permit you to fail in this, my  girl.
Good night, girl. Be ready! Life is about to go to the next level! Lol

Master Mansure

 

6 years ago. January 23, 2018 at 6:27 PM

Yes, I am still alive & progressing beyond all expectations.

Thanks to y'all & your prayers & good thoughts, hopefully, I'll be able to step up my activity here! Love you all!

6 years ago. December 25, 2017 at 3:52 AM

I love all you kinky,  sexy  friends lol I am exceeding all expectation but my own  lol Prognosis is bright.  A few weeks of intense  physical therapy in front of me to get my left  side (leg & arm)  back online,  but freeling is there,  just have to fight for it lol ❤More soon.