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A collection of thoughts, stories, poems ... All within my magical mind.
2 weeks ago. Nov 10, 2020, 5:09 AM

So I had this conversation w my old high school girlfriend while on vacation in Miami and it was on relationships. Typical girl stuff in which we both describe the types of men we look for or the types of relationships we would like to have... Which by the way she has no idea about me liking BDSM. And since she is a relationship and family therapist, she had posed the ideas of considering a polyandry relationship. Now my mind had envisioned the typical thought of one man with many women but no, she said polyandry, a relationship revolving around one centered woman and two men, or more if the relationship can handle such.

A light went off inside of me as my mind wheels began to turn. She said, the relationship can have many Dynamics. Each man can bring what is best for you in the relationship, you are the prize. One man can be purely platonic, maybe that friendly guy friend that you hang out with and do things with. You may have a romance and find him attractive, sensual, having a sexual intensity w this guy. The other guy may be wild, rough, dominating, alpha who is full of testosterone and excitement. It certainly had me thinking. She pointed me to a page on Instagram in which I followed reading profiles of women in such relationships. I can't lie, the thought of two dominating men who can put their egos aside to fulfill emotional and sexual needs, while treating me like a goddess, seems like heaven. Not sure I'd want to all live under one roof. I still enjoy my solitude, personal space, alone time. I would take turns hanging out with them and yet at the same time have days where we all hung out together (no homo). This definitely has me thinking. Hmmm.. 

1 month ago. Oct 13, 2020, 5:00 AM

There is something magical and mysterious and yet devious about this time of the year. The seasons are changing soon will be setting our clocks back as daylight ends earlier and earlier. Something about this time of year calls for one to be a little mischievous.. 

And though this isn't where I want my headspace to stay, I definitely feel an element of 'the season of the switch'. Instead of being inadvertently bratty towards a dom daddy, I'd rather take my impish delights out and play the role of a Dom. 

Something about this goddess energy this month in particular that has my senses on edge. All these full moons and retrogrades have me askew. I feel a bit and the need for control. Should I even be saying this !? Lol... I feel naughty jus knowing I want to be bad for bad's sake. Bbrrraawwhhaaahaaa 🧙🏾‍♀️

Short lived fantasy. Or is it? Lol...

3 months ago. Aug 21, 2020, 1:37 AM

 

 

"Once you put your hand in the flame

You can never be the same

There's a certain satisfaction 

In a little bit of pain

I can see you understand me

Tell that you're the same

If you're afraid, well rise above

I only hurt the ones I love"

 

Madonna

-Erotica

4 months ago. Jul 25, 2020, 4:36 PM

 

His hand cupped her ass.

she found delight in her pain.

so he smacked some more.

4 months ago. Jul 13, 2020, 8:11 PM

If you are waiting for ...

a nudge

a hunch

a word of encouragement

a green light

a push

a whisper

an acknowledgement 

my approach

a nod

a yes

a maybe

a few words of encouragement

a pat on the back

a wink

a smile

a message

my approval

a hint

or a straight kick in the ass to approach me..

Guess what?

You already failed.

4 months ago. Jul 13, 2020, 7:01 PM

 

 

"Like a moth to a flame

burned by the fire 🔥

My love is blind 

Can't you see my desire?!.."

 

-Janet Jackson

That's The Way Love Goes

4 months ago. Jul 9, 2020, 4:29 PM

 

 

he entered her mind

and saw what she needed.

he showed her the way.

4 months ago. Jul 9, 2020, 3:30 AM

 

 

 

her canvas she laid.

so naked and bare was she.

waiting to obey.