sissyfication in reproducing mysogyny

Hey y'all,
i've been thinking about this topic for a couple of years already and wanted to collect my thoughts about it and would love a conversation about it.

Disclaimer:
I dont wan't to shame anyone for their kink, neither do i want you to stop doing what you like.
also im sorry for my bad english


I'm coming from a place where sissyfication was a gateway for me to explore gendernorms and roles.
I started wearing cages and panties at first. That developed into me wearing overall more feminine read clothing.
It was an exciting journey and the tingle i had, when i put on those clothes and started watching sissy hypno videos was just amazing.
But right now I'm actively exploring the origins of my kinks, which is sometimes fun sometimes not.

With sissyfication it was rather obvious for me: Well I'm trans*
But developing my knowledge and beliefs over genderqueerness more frequently the thought: "What am i doing here?" crossed my mind.
When i was out to my family and friends, the clothes (which were a big part of sissyfying myself) didnt differ anymore from my sessions to my day to day life. Hence a bit of the "uhhh this is secret and mysterious" excitement got a bit lost, yet i felt liberated and more like myself.

My understanding is that sissyfication explicitly uses "hyper-femininity" as a tool for humiliation. And just very zoomed out, isnt that reproducing mysogyny? femininity = humiliating?
I understand that some people also practice sissyfication in a more positive way like seeing it as a kind of care of the dom to apply make up and giving the sissy pretty clothes etc.

But still isnt that reinforcing and shaping how we perceive femininity in our minds?
I'd say for me it was.
(And since I'm also really into conditioning i used a lot of hypno videos and audios , which probably also manifested my image of femininity (especially at a young age) in this hyper feminine way.)

In Germany sissyfication is often called TV-Erziehung or Transvestiten-Erziehung which i'd rougly translate to tranny-education. Which shows imo pretty well the origin of this practice.

Maybe im also lacking experience, since i mostly did it with and by myself, if so please enlighten me.
I genuinely want to explore how this kink developed in me

I'm curious on your thoughts about this ^^