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The ease with which I just fell into submission and the peace and joy I felt from it. There is a reason my profile picture is floating in water; that’s the feeling I get: freedom. What I had to learn was who I could trust to take me deeper.

I don’t think I answered the OP questions very well, so…

Always was ‘different’, very trusting, open and naive, awkward and somewhat asexual (confused) until I wasn’t. Increasingly got kinkier and kinkier, learnt I really liked just being taken, restraints, being told what to do, hearing and watching other people’s pleasure, risk. This was all before real adulting happened, which sucked. I became disillusioned, dead and then awakened. Enter frenzy and desperation to give myself over to whatever - dangerously so. That was a signpost of mass proportion to know and own my submission and kinky desires.

Good old toilet stall philosophy... Some of the most profound wisdom can be found on those hallowed walls. Well even Tennyson probably had his share of "porcelain poetry" inspiration.

Nevertheless, from where I sit , he had it backwards. And I CAN sit just fine now that I'm "retired" from the physical side of "game"

hee hee

I enthusiastically disagree and I highly recommend the being spanked, and much, much more receiving. But I also like giving and making people squirm. I do it to myself all the time.