rottenbrat(sub female){Skyrich}
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4 years ago •
Jun 24, 2020
4 years ago •
Jun 24, 2020
She said:
rottenbrat wrote:
Hmmmmmm,
I hate this one already. But like many uncomfortable exercises... good will come from it.
I see a heavy set woman with too much "spare tire" around the mid-section. I see the stretch marks and scar left from the cesarian I had the day my child was born. I see the age, determination, and stubbornness that has taken up residence on my face and under my eyes in the form of deep-set wrinkles. I see the facial hair that simply refuses to stop growing and comes around to mock me every 3-4 days. I see the greying hair above each ear that shows in the sunlight. I see the impish smirk laying in wait just under the surface for the next opportunity to present itself. I see the tear stains left behind from things that are simply too painful to talk about. I see the angry and defiant brat inside the grown woman who is tired of second-guessing herself for no other reason than other people always have.
He said:
skyrich wrote:
I have been calling you "Beautiful" from the time we started conversing long before we met in person, or even saw pictures of one another. I see neither stretch marks, nor scar, (and yes, I know where to look for c-section scar). I see no wrinkles, but yes, I do see determination, and I get that from you daily, this is not a bad thing. I love that impish smirk, and deeply enjoy pulling it out of you from time to time. Yes, you have some gray hairs -- so what? I've more. Where you see anger and defiance, I see nothing but sweet surrender, as I fold you in my arms and kiss your tears away.
In short I see only a beautiful and loving soul.
And now from the other perspective
He said:
skyrich wrote:
I'm the middle brother of 5, (two older and two younger). As such at 5'11", I'm the shortest -- my brothers, yes, even my younger brothers are all very much taller than I. This used to be a source of embarrassment for me as a young man because my younger brothers would grow out of their clothes, and I would end up getting "hand me UPs" in addition to "hand me DOWNs". I have no chest hair due to a genetic anomaly, but I'm told that this also means that I won't suffer from baldness as I grow older. I have my scars, physical, mental and emotional, but I've mainly come to terms with them. Overall, I'm healthy, but could stand to lose a few pounds here and there. Years of martial arts, (Tae Kwon Do, Judo and Aikido), have made my body hard and mostly lean, with a lot of dense muscle tissue. I'm in my late 50's but I don't look it. In my case "it's not the years, it's the mileage!"
She said:
rottenbrat wrote:
My Love,
I see the man that stands head and shoulders above the rest in being willing to be honest, caring, forthright, vulnerable, trusting of those you love, discerning through much experience, with a strength beyond reason and a kindness I have never seen an equal to. You shine and don't even realize it, so others can't help but sit up and take notice. This is what commanded my attention before we ever traded messages or spoke on the phone. You are the first thought in my head when I wake up and the last before going to sleep. I see my best friend, confidant, Master, leader, safety and home. I don't see your scars, a lack of height or chest hair. I don't see the years or the mileage. I do see the wisdom, experience, love and willingness to share of yourself with others. I see your love of mentoring and fostering those who genuinely want guidance. I see your strength in the love you have for De and Cat. I see the person that they have helped you become. I see that without their influence, you would be someone else. Every day I have known you I have been and will continue to be thankful that you are not someone else because you are entirely amazing just as you are. I see that we get better together, a little more every day...... and I am more than ok with that
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