|subspace eater(sub male)||
3 weeks ago • 06/22/2020 3:20 pm
subspace eater(sub male) • 06/22/2020 3:20 pm
Well, I'm writing this more because I need to take it out than anything.
I had a relationship with a domme which ended just a month before lockdown.
She was beautiful and playing with her was great, but she had a Narcissist personality disorder (I started reading about this just after the relationship ended and I begun to understand what I had been through).
In the beginning she was like muy soul mate. The dominatrix out of my dreams. She was arrogant, egoistic, used me for her advantage, humilliated and degraded me, but well... That's what a domme does, right?
Out of the blues, she stopped talking to me because I didn't match her expectations (cold shoulder, as it seems very common in them)
Problem is, now lockdown is over I can go back to BDSM parties and munches again, but I would prefer not seeing her again anytime soon.
She has LOTS of subs, and seeing her playing with others is gonna hurt more than any lash. Plus I don't know if she's talking shit about me to other members of the community. And being a male sub, I know whose part everyone will be in, in case of conflict.