|Little Vixie(sub female)||
Sex Clubs has me questioning myself
1 week ago • Mar 13, 2023
Little Vixie(sub female) • Mar 13, 2023
The 11th was the very first time I have ever been to a club, let alone a sex club. I was supposed to meet up with a friend that I knew from the Sex Club website, bit when I got there I couldn't find him. I sat awkwardly in the lobby hoping that he'd come to find me.
During that time, a 1st timer came up to me and we starting bsing over the life style. Even though he is 14 years older than me, it was clear that he knew very little about what the club had to offer and what the lifestyle is like. I answered to the best of my ability what I could and eventually we wandered the club to see what we could find. He was wanting to watch couples fuck and I was still hoping to find my friend.
My new friend and I ended up watching people fuck. That was a first for me and it turned me on. I typically hate watching and listening to porn so I was shocked I liked watching people fuck in front of me.
After an hour or so of watching other people and trying to find my friend, I ended up finding him. He swooped me away from my new friend and took me around the club telling me about how he thought I had ditched him.
We ended up finding our way to the private room area of the club and when he realized that he wasnt going to be able to get us a room, he ended up having me giving him a Bj in the middle of the room (another first). After he was satisfied with it, he dragged me out to where all the crosses and tables were he hand me drop to my knees and give him another BJ. This time with more people around. Someone made a comment about wanting to borrow me to their own pleasures and my friend whispered about possibly having me crawl over to the other people and offering to give them Bjs too. Instead of actually making good on that, he had me stand up and proceeded to finger fuck me, making a mess of me in the process.
After that scene, he proceeded to drag me to the private room area where he attempted to find a room to no luck. Eventually after some time he found another couple that he wanted to join us in the couples room. That other couple took a couch while he managed to snatch up one of the beds.
During this he ended up having me give him a Bj, where he then proceeded to fuck me in a room of at least 6 other couples and some people watching in the window (another first). While he fucked me, a girl from one of the couples came over to get a closer look at us and another girl that was in there came over. She started talking to me in the midst of my whimpers and moans as I was being railed on my side. "Does it feel good?" Had me even wetter than before. Part of me was hoping she would touch me while I was being fucked (another first). I had never wanted to kiss a girl so bad before. While he continued on his rampage, she turned to him and started directing him to fuck me. Telling him to go deeper. To go harder. Which he did. The combination of her voice and him following along was absolutely bliss.
When he came and I layed there trying recuperate, he decided to give me a break. We made our way out on the dance floor where he bs'ed with some people he knew. I stayed tucked into his side, nodding when it felt necessary, but rationally I felt awkward.
He tried to take me back into a room, staff ended up blocking it off for some reason so he dragged me over to a couch where I blew him again. He paged two girls that had been in the conversation earlier and asked if they wanted to join me. They hopped in and all 3 of us blew him (another first). After a bit, he pulled me up to kiss him when he asked if I was okay with the situation. I was. At that point he paged a guy overall and then asked if I wanted to please BBC. I told him I did and he had me blow his friend (another first).
After I blew his friend, he ended up playing with me while a bunch of people watched. I learned then that I am very loud and reactive to touch.
After all that, that was the best night of my life. So many first and now questioning my sexuality too. When I got home to my fiance, he asked about it. I tried to tell him he didn't want to know, but he swore he did. Of course after telling him, he got upset because that's stuff I won't do with him.
So how does one justify doing all those things with someone else because their partner isn't into bdsm. He wants a 2 female 3some. I would never have considered it beforehand. Now im telling my friend to ask that girl if she wants to play with me.
I've tried to explain how I feel about but I know he doesn't listen because I get him constantly repeating the same thing