In a monogamous relationship
I'm 38, happily married and a father to a wonderful little boy. I'm going batshit crazy stuck in the house in this time of Covid.
I have a very strong urge for sexual sadism and noncon/ryona. I'm not sure where or when it manifested, but the sights and sounds of a woman being hurt sexually make my heart pound, and my libido go into overdrive. Thankfully, I also have a strong sense of sympathy and an active conscience to keep it fully under control outside of a safe and consenting environment.
No scat, piss. I'm wary of being too rough, or leaving permanent damage. I'm mostly a sadistic dom, but would sub for a very specific kind of woman (tiny, young, arrogant, physically weak) while fantasizing about dominating her physically in retaliation.
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Sadist
89% Dominant
84% Primal (Hunter)
74% Daddy/Mommy
70% Ageplayer
68% Degrader
62% Master/Mistress
59% Switch
59% Voyeur
58% Experimentalist
49% Brat tamer
43% Rigger
41% Owner
40% Vanilla
37% Exhibitionist
35% Boy/Girl
32% Non-monogamist
16% Submissive
15% Degradee
14% Rope bunny
11% Masochist
10% Brat
8% Primal (Prey)
3% Slave
1% Pet
Not terribly surprised by the results, tbh.