I am an exercise in duality, which can make me a difficult person to understand. I am equally at home running through the countryside around my house as I am taking in a west end show and enjoying the buzz of Covent Garden. I can lose my self in a book or while away hours gaming. I can lose a day just vegging to movies, then feel guilty the next day and burn through my list of chores.
It took a number of years to realise why I was different. At first I thought I was submissive, but I soon realised that it was only a lack of experience and confidence that made me feel that way. I soon questioned the Dominant's methods and saw that a lot of them didn't really care about their submissive, it was all about them. It is also clear that for many, it is all about money. I concentrate on the connection, I want to dominate the mind of my submissive, I will own you, body and soul. Not through force, not even force of will, you will give yourself willingly as you crave my attention and praise. I will show you aspects of your self you never knew and pleasure you never knew you could feel. Pain and humiliation has its place. these are used as tests of your submissiveness, trial to undergo to prove your subjugation and your love of your Dom. For this I will take away all your worries and responsibilities, I will protect you and care for you. The tower of needs and wants is paramount to me, needs come before wants and the submissive's needs come before the Dominant's, but the Dominant's wants come before the submissive's. Trust is the ultimate comfort and I will show you ultimate trust. Being bound tight, whether in rope or clingfilm, caged or strapped to a cross, you can do nothing, this is ultimately liberating as anything you do is at my wish. The pinnacle of this is living... to give yourself unto another totally, hand them your life.
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Owner
97% Rigger
97% Master/Mistress
93% Dominant
81% Daddy/Mommy
75% Experimentalist
73% Sadist
72% Degrader
66% Primal (Hunter)
63% Ageplayer
60% Voyeur
52% Exhibitionist
46% Brat tamer
17% Non-monogamist
15% Switch
1% Vanilla
To a large extent, these will be define by the submissive and their use of a safe-word, a Dominant should always push their submissive, this is how you grow. For me, I have no interest in scat or blood and if your fantasies revolve around being used and abused, or farmed out for use sexually then I am not your Dom, the latter has so many health implications for both of us, but controlled use is always on the cards.
I have moved house recently following the break up of a long term relationship so the "Dungeon" is being rebuilt slowly and I am interviewing for a new house pet as well as looking for ladies interested in expanding their horizons