About me (edit)
I am a submissive female that is looking to grow and become the best version of myself. I am also looking to connect in the community. Having friends and acquaintances who understand the pitfalls and burning questions is helpful. I do have pictures but to protect my identity I will not show them here.
I am hoping to join munches, cuddle puddles and many other activities.
Below are some questions I have asked myself and the answers will change as I move along this journey. Please read and I may ask you some of the same questions.
These are my what’s and why’s
What does submission/slavery look like to you?
Giving myself willingly and lovingly (to the right Dom) trusting someone to help me let go and fully be myself. Submission is a gift and in doing so makes me feel vulnerable which turns me on. Submitting is showing true strength.
What does Domination look like to you?
Taking the time to know the subs needs and wants to push them past their boundaries. To be in control, mentally and emotionally while exhibiting strength in those areas. To bring order and structure and be the calm within the storm. Not a bully but a teacher.
What is the outcome you are looking for and want?
I am looking for someone to free me. Free me from fear, doubt and bad habits. It doesn’t have to be forever, I’m fine being returned to the wild.
In three to five years what do you want to be different?
I want to know me, my dark desires, passions and to quiet the chaos.
What are the obstacles you are currently facing to stop you from having the outcome you want?
Mostly fear, questioning my self worth and constantly filled with doubt.
What do you have control of that can help you to make the change you want?
I have control over my own mind even though at times it feels like I don’t.
Why do I want this? Why do I need this? Why do I desire this?
It’s who I am. It’s not all of me but it is a part and I feel incomplete and lost without it.
Why do I avoid, ignore or refuse this?
Picking the wrong person, being wrong, my inexperience
Why do I want this particular outcome?
So I can accept myself
Why do I allow these obstacles to block my path?
Weakness
I think I’m still in the peewee league lol. I am still learning and growing
No breath play, fire play, electro play, nothing that will permanently maime me, no anal hooks no suspension