Regular guy - educated, well traveled, financially secure, laid back, fit, healthy, sporty, social with a sense of humour and a zest for life. I am a widower, my wife having passed some years ago and my children are all out of the home. Despite being an Alpha male I have found that I flourish within a female led relationship - i thrive on submission, giving pleasure, caring for and serving my Goddess - obeying her and satisfying her needs. Easy to say but not so easy to deliver. This requires me to overcome my male ego so as to focus on placing Her needs before my own. Submission should never be easy - part of the attraction for the Goddess is challenging Her submissive - witnessing his inner conflict as he strives to overcome his resistance and comply
Having lived as a 24/7 submissive to a Dominant Female for two and a half years - i have learnt a lot. Not only about submission and service, sacrifice and obedience - but also about myself, and asking myself difficult questions which require much introspection and honesty. It seems almost contra to the culture in which i live to voluntarily offer myself, an Alpha male, as a submissive, accepting that doing so puts me in a less than equal situation, without many of the rights that we tend to take for granted. However - when in such a relationship with a woman whom i can learn to trust, respect, admire, desire, love and support - i find my life so much more fulfilling, fun and meaningful.
Limits - basically I have found that, once the relationship is established, some time has passed and trust and open communication are present - limits become less important. Certainly some limits need to be agreed upon at the start of a relationship - but over time these limits tend to be pushed and, by mutual agreement, extended. Obviously some limits need to be agreed to as permanent limits - but, generally, the Goddess I seek would not desire or expect anything to take place that would be totally abhorrent to me. Whatever transpires must be, to some extent, acceptable to both parties. The Goddess i feel worthy of serving and submitting to would not require many limits - her intelligence, intuition, street smarts and desire to ensure the success of our relationship would guarantee my safety. Having said all this - it is important for the Goddess to feel empowered, in control and respected and obeyed. This builds her confidence and enables her to take the submissive deeper into his submission. Ultimately i would desire to prove myself worthy and compliant despite whatever difficulties i might have to overcome - including becoming a cuckold should my Goddess so choose.
During these covid pandemic times i have had much time to think, assess, re-think and try to ascertain what i truly desire - in reality - and i have no doubt that my deep felt desire to submit, serve and sacrifice in service to a Goddess, whom i feel worthy of my efforts, would take me to my ultimate goal.