I am a single guy with a submissive side. I am bi and not finding what I need with women and keep dreaming about submitting to a dom top man. I been wanting to find a older dom top man or men that I can submit to for life. I want someone with a high sex drive and a strong forceful dom side. I would love to meet and start a live in thing. I am more then willing to work and pay my own way. When not working I be yours to use as you see fit. Open to doing in house work and choirs.
Some of what I am looking for would be:
Daily sex
Forced (rape sex) play (I was raped by a guy when I was younger. When I asked him to stop he wouldn't. He just told me the more I fight it the more it would hurt. I was scared out of my mind knowing I no say in the matter. That feeling of powerlessness and being helpless was scary but a big turn on at the same time. After he got done pinning me down and fucking me I felt used and abused. I for some reason loved that feeling my ass hurt like hell. But on the inside I felt like my calling in life was to submit to men as their fuck toy. I have for years tried to relive that but most guys don't have it in them to rape a man with no safe word. After the guy was done raping my ass he asked me to suck his cock and I did as I was told because I felt like it was my duty.)
Sucking daily
Getting throat raped
Rough and kinky play
Open to dressing as a women and maybe become a femmie for right guy
Open to group play or others joining (you'll always be the one and only wiling to do this if you want not a must)
CBT WS and other kinky play
Open to bondage training
I love to swallow and taking loads on my face
I am newer to this and open to learning and being trained. I am also looking to be raped no safe words just a long long hard deep face and ass fucking. No stopping just me learning my place as your submissive toy.
I don't rim or lick ass. I also don't kiss (willing to learn after we have lived together for a while). I only kiss and suck cock and balls could change over time for right person.