Jennibear

sub female

I'm 24 living the lifestyle actively for about 8 years but have known for 10 that this was the lifestyle that excited me. Throughout my time participating in the lifestyle I have discovered that I'm a brat, however I've been told my whole life that that description suits me. I'm a masochist who absolutely adores my bruises and a sub who will melt for the right person, the one who gains my respect & doesn't automatically feel entitled to it.

Life hasn't always been kind to me and while at first the lifestyle felt like an escape to me it turned into something I truly love, I love turning my lack of control into a form of control. I learned young that I have ADHD & ODD (oppositional defiance disorder) which is probably why I love a firm hand, it allows me to have structure when I can fail to give it to myself in certain aspects.

Throughout my time in the lifestyle I have discovered that some of the kinks I'm fond of are sensory deprivation, degradation, impact, restraints...the fun stuff! :P

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Rope bunny
100% Degradee
100% Brat
100% Submissive
100% Masochist
86% Experimentalist
81% Slave
73% Voyeur
55% Primal (Prey)
47% Exhibitionist
38% Boy/Girl
32% Non-monogamist
32% Vanilla
32% Degrader
31% Pet
9% Sadist
6% Owner
4% Primal (Hunter)
3% Ageplayer
3% Rigger
0% Daddy/Mommy
0% Master/Mistress
0% Switch
0% Dominant
0% Brat tamer

Theres not many in all honesty, but bodily fluids is one.

looking to enact a fantasy that has had my heart for as long as I can recall. Falling asleep quietly as I'm jolted awake unable to move, being told that the amount of bratting has been unacceptable as Sir lists everything, sinking in slowly as the list continues on & on, including the actions I thought went unnoticed. I guess they just went unnoted. trying to free myself as I see Sir gathering the paddle, flogger and other various implements until he comes up to me and covers my eyes with a blindfold, followed by noise cancelling headphones. showing his approval a firm smack on my cheek shows me how truly vulnerable I am & how truly sorry I will be. finishing with being used and left needy after hours? days? who knows how long, I'm finally freed and given the opportunity to express how sorry I am & prove that I'll do better. if you feel like you would be an appropriate suitor to help enact this fantasy please don't hesitate to message!

Nov 3, 2022

Dec 28, 2020