Outwardly, I embody the image of a modern man, an average person, a job holder with a degree, more responsible than some and less than others. I am true to this image where society needs me, and tend to seek my freedoms where it does not.
I am tall, dark-haired, 30 years old. (I may send pictures, should you need them, after we've had a chance to chat)
My background is European and English is my second language. I have an appreciation for the written word and this plays significantly into everything that I am.
Inwardly, one of the most relevant things I can mention about my deeper self is this: Passion fuels me. It isn't a side thing I enjoy but something I live for. It reverberates through every waking moment. It is, to me, the alchemical compound by which I enrich my own awareness - an amalgamate of physical ecstasy, which plays no small part, and it's accompaniment of a deeper, dominant, intellectually sexual passion which lives to take charge, control and create.
I am looking for an online connection. It may become something more with time but it must be something that you can enjoy regardless. Here's what my ideal submissive counterpart would be:
1. You are mindful of mystery. You have your own life, I have mine, except for the part that is ours alone. When we're in it, there's no room for you to be shy, after a measure of comfortable trust has been reached.
2. You enjoy writing, chatting and since there's not enough time in our lifespans to bring every thrilling fantasy to reality, you're quite happy with a balance of 50% role-play, 50% reality.
3. You enjoy my words, as they have been so far, and are musing over how they would feel when you know them to be meant only for you. Things like "You may touch once I've judged you devoured" or "As of now, you are forbidden identity. [Name] is gone. Until you cum, you are nothing but a sensing tool." excite you just as much and more than simply being called a slut.
4. You resonate with my style, instructions, stories and fantasies and they bring you that which you hunger for. You take pleasure in rewarding them with tributes such as images & videos I may request and obeying my instructions in them turns you on.
5. Following commands throughout your day that may expose you in small ways excites you, such as being instructed to wear a particular clothing item and find a way to use the words "I serve" in 7 conversations.
6. An inner battle that excites you is one between respectful obedience and the need to simply...have, even risking punishment for it. You should not always be told "Beg to taste me." You must feel compelled to do it on your own.
It may seem like I am quite demanding or at least highly specific. Both are true. I prefer to give you an exact idea of what my ideal sub would be and take charge of you if you are. That being said, as long as you fit the above, I am quite open to discussing and considering additional preferences you may have.
Physically, these are some of the things that you should enjoy:
- anal, oral, cum play, stretching, slapping, ropes, toys
- scheduled training
- a harsh hand where needed; seeing you teary-eyed from punishment excites me, but it should all be part of the willing role you play