dominated1972

sub male

In a monogamous relationship

I am 45 years old. I am a white male and average body size at 5'7" and 180 lbs. I have a good job but I am going through a tough time due to some medical issues that have happened and put me in a bind financially. I am honest, friendly and outgoing and will always try to do the right thing and treat you right. I am looking for a mistress that I can have fun with that enjoys having a submissive and is not out to make money from this lifestyle. I am online more than I should be and usually able to be reached. I love to push my limits and discover new things to try.

I am just a normal person that you would never expect to want to be in this lifestyle. I have had needs since I was very young that have led me to want to be involved in the BDSM community. When I was young my best friemds sister use to chase us and put lipstick on us and dress us up, we both acted like we hatedeed it but I really loved every minute. I can remember getting into my mothers clothes when I was little to try on her lingerie. I now realize that I crave to be dominated by a woman and have me as her submissive. I am now married with kids and I feel trapped since I love my family but on the otherhand need to have this other side of me let out and released.I need someone that is discrete but wants to teach me how to let this side out. I have had some experience locally and enjoyed it but I need more. My wife was appalled when she caught me with pictures of me in lingerie before. I love being feminized and treated like a sissy girl. If I could I would let myself be a slave and dressed up to serve a mistress all the time.

I love being feminized and wearing womens clothing when asked and makeup. I love to be taught and made to eat cum. I would like to have a situation that I would be able to have my mistress service a man. I don't mind having anal play. I love being tied up, gagged and teased  and used. I like a little pain and being spanked. I love to be forced to watch any kind of porn and made to be hard even though I may not want to be. I have always wanted to try a golden shower.  I am not into cutting, scat, spitting or mutalation. I am pretty much willing to try or do anything else at least one time to experience it.

Oct 19, 2017

Oct 19, 2017