I give up on doing the nice thing. I have looked and looked for the right person. Thought I found him. Turns out the jerk is still hooked on his ex. That cheated on him. So there's two things for me. Don't lie to me about anything. If you have excess baggage that you can't let go of, leave me alone.
I'm apparently too ugly, too fat for someone to really give crap about. My feelings are non existent.
I've worked my butt off to lose 60 pound and its still disappearing. My body is curvy but my heart is in need of love. So don't judge a book by its cover.
I used to be part of the lifestyle but I backed out of it after failed relationships, being sexually assaulted and beat. I love this lifestyle. Its always calling me back. I stay on the soft side in the avoidance of being hurt.
I don't do BJs. Scat is a hard no. No anal.