Mature male, 6'2" healthy. Retired but busy. Married for 50 years.
I once was groomed by a woman to be her slave occasionally at her pleasure. Over a period of four years I became a different person in her company. This stated slowly between her and I but grew in time to her extended network of friends, both men and women where she would provide me to cater to their many urges and wants in her presence. Nothing was sacred. I was usually totally naked and wearing restraints and masked. Eventually she moved away to Europe and I have never been able to replace the feelings her influence brought.
That was 20 years ago. I miss it.
Lots of time on my hands and many books read. I am looking to see if there is anything like that I could take part in that would satisfy my needs.