bibbity bobbity boo

sub female

At 40 I'm a little late for the ball. But my fairy godmother will find my right match..... hopefully midnight is only the beginning... IRL Im super shy until you gain my trust...online not as much. Im new to the kink world....Im not a insta sub but I am full of a lot of questions but fair is fair I will also answer questions too.

I'm new to this side of kink. I'm looking for someone to take me under their care and to fulfill the side of me that I know is submissive. I don't know if I'm a brat or not I honestly think it would depend on the Dom because while I know I can be one at times, however I rather praise for being a good girl and sad when I let someone down.

== Results from bdsmtest.org == each time I take this test I get different answers depending on my mood....and once I've actually experienced more of them that will change it too. Nothing is set in stone.

98% Submissive
91% Rope bunny
78% Masochist
66% Brat
65% Experimentalist
58% Voyeur
53% Slave
47% Exhibitionist
46% Vanilla
34% Sadist
19% Primal (Prey)
19% Switch
18% Master/Mistress
16% Degradee
13% Primal (Hunter)
10% Degrader
10% Non-monogamist
10% Pet
7% Owner
5% Rigger
2% Daddy/Mommy
0% Boy/Girl
0% Dominant
0% Brat tamer
0% Ageplayer

I'm an amazing woman who has climbed many mountains. I have strength from myself and my amazing support network. However even with all of this I have a void that is not being fulfilled.

Many think that because of fifty shades that they are a dom or a sub. Some might think that I follow that thread only one problem with that is I've never read the book or watched the movie. I have read many....MANY other romance BDSM novels but not that one.

I feel that I have a lot of natural sub behaviors. I have made some ways to have somebody else take control. Example I will ask a server what their favorite food on the menu is and will ask them to make it for me as they would themselves...I even think yellow when it's something I know what I won't eat and ask for the next favorite. Even with past partners it would not unusual to find me sitting at the ground at their feet because it felt natural to sit there and put my head on their lap. I haven't had a partner in 5 years but when playing with my toys I'm usually reading a book and don't cum until the sub is allowed to. I want to serve a sir and hope they are pleased with me. I want to find a sir that the connection of trust is so strong it make us … immoral is the word that came to mind.

Honestly after some conversations other the the obvious for me (face slapping, blood, scat, children and illegal) it's to early for me to put things here. So talk about it and see where it goes.

I'm new to this side of kink.

Aug 9, 2021

Jul 1, 2021