#CURRENTLY NOT LOOKING FOR A MASTER/DADDY#
I'm a 41 year old bisexual woman in a long-term relationship with a lesbian woman. All my long-term relationships have been with women. I have always been attracted to mature men (men over 50) and I have a very strong desire to be dominated by a Master/Daddy online only.
I love my partner very much and I have no plans to not be with her,we have a family,she is my best friend,sadly certain needs can't be fulfilled with her. I have tried to deny my need to submit to an older man for a very long time but it has got to the point where I am unable to ignore these feelings any longer.
My kinks (I'm sure I will have more to add as I continue to explore my submission) are being spanked/whipped,His strong hands,being His good girl,His slut and His little bitch,being restrained/tied up,blindfolded,orgasm deniel,forced orgasms,having all my holes used,dirty talk,being naked,being punished sexually,being owned,having to ask permission,authority,following rules,tasks,age play (teen),being humiliated,being used,having my ass plugged, having my pussy spanked,being stroked,teased and kissed,lots of attention on my pussy and tits. I am pretty much always horny,I am always thinking naughty thoughts and I enjoy being in a constant state of arousal. I do realise that not all of my kinks are appropriate for online submission,but I do feel it is important to mention all of the things my horny mind fantasizes about. The thought of pleasing my Master/Daddy is something that gives me great satisfaction,I am an introvert with a chaotic mind,serving my Master/Daddy calms my mind and soothes me completely,it also fills my whole body with so much arousal.
Beyond the kinky stuff,being able to have a conversation and banter with my Master/Daddy is very important to me,growing with him,trusting him,learning from him,looking up to him. I would like to be able to laugh together,flirt with eachother and also be serious when it is needed. Closeness and intimacy that goes beyond kinky play is very important. All these things take time. I can get scared sometimes and want to run away because I have my insecurities and sometimes I get triggered and i will shutdown for a bit until I'm able to rationalise my thoughts and figure out where they are coming from. If I'm made to feel important,cared for and safe I will give my absolute all in striving to be the best I can be for my Dom. I will want to be able to ease his mind if he's had a stressful day,I would want him to know that he can rely on me and that I will be there for him for whatever he needs from me. I love to please and although I love to be punished sexually,I don't consider myself to be a brat (nothing wrong with being a brat,it's just not my thing) I'm very compliant especially when tasks are ordered,I like to do things well and I crave approval. I dont require much punishing. Treat me right and I will worship every part of you,mind,body and soul.
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Rope bunny
94% Primal (Prey)
1% Brat tamer
1% Primal (Hunter)
I recently discovered that I enjoy writing erotic fiction when my mind will let me focus for long enough.
I am in the midst of trying to achieve a lifelong wish and I am also missing someone very much right now. Staying focused,patient and loyal whilst getting on with every day life.