In a monogamous relationship
I am brand new to the lifestyle. I have been researching it for years and have been to couple of munches and a club once. Which I where I discovered I have high voyeuristic tendencies. Ideally, at this time I am looking for an on-line Dominant. Someone to provide structure and discipline (when needed). I want a safe harbor to be me. I am submissive by nature but my life forced me to be in charge since a very young age. I prefer someone stricter, someone who will stand up to me if needed. I need to someone who has more emotional willpower than I do. I have been closed off for so long. I can no longer open up to anyone on my own. I am a very task oriented person and obedient if given direct orders. I do not respect or respond to passive aggressiveness. I want someone to be accountable to.. In my dream scenario I would want a Dom that would enjoy providing me the structure that i crave, someone to be accountable to, someone that i can be open an honest, explore myself without judgement . A power exchange and a port in a storm. I can and do support myself, I am not looking tp be kept.
No blood, no sharp pain, nothing illegal. No humiliation or degradation
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