Personally I' brand new to bdsm and am looking for anything to help me learn, but I also want to have an actual connection with someone. I want to be ablee to talk normally to said person and be treated like I actually matter more than just for fun. Some of my interests include running (put it dowm for a bit trying to get back into) anime, video games and reading. None of these are requirement sbut common ground makes conversation easier.
Being new and all I'm mostly just trying to find someone who can help me explore my sub side I haven't really tried anything so I'm not sure whta I'm necessarily looking for
Anything involving blood, scat or urine