Sinclaire

sub male

31

Hey there, fellow Kinksters,

in this world of BDSM I like to go by the name Emil. The name is inspired by a character in one of my favorite novels, Demian by Hermann Hesse. I enjoy reading, especially when I feel the real world demands a break. Coming of Age stories, Medieval Fantasy, and Novels make up the majority of my personal library, but I also have a biography here and there. I also enjoy playing guitar m/(>.<)m/, although my set-list is very short. Guitar is something I taught myself while traveling in my 20s, mostly using YouTube tutorials. Thanks Marty! I also enjoy playing computer games. Right now my go-to is Dead by Daylight, but I have also been messing around in VR since I recently picked up a VR headset. I'm hoping they'll come out with something like SAO in my lifetime. My number-one hobby / escape is the gym. I have been skinny all my life, but these past two years a good friend of mine has encouraged me to work out with him. Thanks to him I put on 20 pounds and feel stronger than I ever have in my life, not to mention how 'empty' I feel after a good workout. That's a good thing, I promise! The stress, worries, desire, the fog of everything melts away, and I am often left with clarity and a plan. Now for the good stuff... what everyone is actually here for >:D

The Emil in me is submissive through and through. Obedience is my second nature, and I take great pleasure in fulfilling the commands bestowed upon me by a dominant partner. No brat tendencies here, just a deep-seated desire to relinquish control and to please. I find myself entangled in the seductive art of bondage, the intoxicating embrace of latex, the tantalizing allure and confinement of chastity, and the utter delight of gratifying my mistress.

When it comes to relationships, my heart beats for extraordinary women who embody a natural dominance and who possess a creative, sadistic streak. While I tend to hold my ground outside the realm of passion, a particularly dominant and creative woman has the power to keep me wrapped around her finger every hour of the day. I long for a profound and lasting connection, a long-term, committed Female-Led Relationship (FLR) where trust, communication, and mutual growth flourish.

To the alluring dominatrix who seeks a devoted and eager submissive to embark on a journey of pleasure and surrender, I extend my hand to you willingly. Together, let us venture into uncharted territories, where power and submission intertwine, creating a connection that transcends the ordinary and elevates our desires to new heights.

I think my limits come in stages. When just getting to know someone I am very cautious, so I would avoid most dangerous situations and activities that might lead to something permanent. Even though I love love love love looooove bondage, it would require a certain amount of trust in order for me to allow myself to feel so vulnerable. Things like piercings, tattoos, cutting, or brands(brands are probably a hard limit forever now that I mention it) would be a no-go for awhile. That would probably only be okay after a very established relationship, and even then I can imagine I would have to be coaxed a little bit.

For hard limits, those things that will probably never be okay: scat, branding, cutting. I would like to include humiliation here as well, but it doesn't seem to be on the same level as the others. I personally don't get off on it, but I do enjoy the satisfaction my domme gets out of indulging in her kinks/fetishes. So maybe, I could enjoy it in a vicarious(?) sort of way?

Jun 20, 2023

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