Acquiescent​{}

sub female

It's fine. I'm fine. Everything is fine,
as the world is on fire. The plates
are spinning spinning and you have
your eye on every one of them. You are
teacher, worker, mother, wife, carer.
Everything to everyone. Your to do list
has simply one entry: all of it. And it's fine.
I'm fine. The world is on fire, the plates spin.
Nothing burns, nothing smashes to the ground.
Except me. Secretly. Quietly. Inside,
where no one can see. All it would take
would be a single string between Him
and me. A tether. I have you. I see you.
Come. Crawl. Be free of this for a moment.
Breathe, and let me flush you clean
with pleasure and pain. Let me be the port
in your storm. Let me praise you, care
for you. Treat you, here, in this space,
not as the person who carries it all, but
as the person who can be carried. Who can
lean on strength instead of being strength.

Experienced submissive. ENM marriage. 42. A little bit sassy. Looking for a Ds dynamic that grows from respect and trust. I love power exchange and all the trapping that come with: bondage, impact play, sensory play and sensory deprivation. I've dabbled in high protocol and it interests me, but I'm not a slave-type. My ideal situation is a Sir who I can belong to and lay myself out with complete vulnerability. I much prefer an in-person dynamic as I like to be touched. I have commitments that mean I am not able to travel easily.

Not interested in big age gaps (up or down), or switches.

What is it, to be Dominant? Well, it depends on you who ask. For some, it’s hairpulling and handcuffs. Spanking. Making her call you Sir or Daddy or Master. Making him call you Mistress. Goddess. Queen. It’s tasks and rules and rituals. Wearing his favourite lingerie, caging your cock on her whim. It’s pieces of a jigsaw, placed together a square at a time. That’s not my definition.To me, it’s who you are. It’s a mindset, a way of being. An instinct to take the reins and hold them. To guide, to nurture. To mold. It’s control, and confidence. To be unashamedly the Master, the Mistress, and have her, or him, yearn to please you, because they want to bask in your praise. Be in your presence. Because they want to yield to you, safe in the knowledge that you’ll lead them. It’s a fantasy, impossible boots to fill. Perhaps I should have stuck to the jigsaw.

Scat play, vomit play. Age play or ABDL. Big age gaps.

Roll with the punches. Fairytales aren't real.

Feb 20, 2023