Forged in the fires of hell by the hands of the Gods themselves, Begotten to Mother Earth by Father Sun and guided by Grandmother Moon. Protected and Blessed by the Universe.
Hello. Love and Light to you and yours.
I am soon to be in my mid 40’s, 5’5 and about 130lbs. I’m very spiritual, always gathering info about ascension to or the knowing of ones higher self.
I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve and have piles of insecurities heaped upon a hill of vulnerabilities. I am mostly solitary, finding my own company less nerve wracking than the pressure of being around others. Often times, I am very awkward, unsure and uncomfortable when first interacting with others due to my general dislike and mistrust in other human beings.
Yet.....
When around others that I know or in a "comfortable" space, I'm open, outgoing and a bit outrageous. I will tell it like I see it and wont sugar coat it. If pushed, I have a temper and can be vicious.
I’m looking for someone old enough to have the wisdom, knowledge, and experience, yet young, fit enough to physically help me explore. Not just the physical parts, but the mental and emotional parts of me. Help and guidance to be the best me I was created to be.
When it comes sex and discovering ones sexuality, to say I was a late bloomer would be an understatement. I use to think I was broken, or just less than and lacking in that part of being a woman. I didn't really enjoy or get much out of having sex, with men or women. The only mind blowing pleasure I ever got out of have sex, was when it created my children. Long story short, I made my way clear of the toxic, stunting person and environment I was in, and reached a place of independence and self assuredness. I was in my semi late 30's, during some bath time exploration, when I made one of the most awesome discoverys of my life. I was not broken and was more than capable of having an orgasm. Through lots more bath time exploring, googling, reading and of course porn, I have found my way to the wonderful world of bdsm. It's the cultivation and freedom of a bdsm dynamic that attracts me. Not just the physical, but the mental and emotional as well.
I detest mind games, and dishonesty. Mind fuckery is neither safe nor sane.
Other limits can be discussed.