I hate writing bios.
I prefer to talk to people and when I'm inspired I can tell you everything about me, I am a very open and direct, somewhat blunt person.
I can only converse with people that are highly self-aware and somewhat educated (not about formal education, more informative and wise people).
Into social sciences, love human psychology, pathology, but also neuroscience, quantum physics and research everything I get my hands on (some of it is work-related tho', but I still enjoy it).
homoflexible lady (lesbian with a "BUT, I also love men...) seeking a dominant companion to help her discover more about her sexually submissive nature and guide me throughout the fetishes we share. A kind soul, intelligent mind, with a firm hand who can give or withhold pleasure and pain from me or show me how they can be the same, edging me into oblivion.
at the moment I would love to have someone I can connect with on a mental level.. to "click" with -someone who is intelligent and wise not to have to be explained in detail, but to be able to presume without it, someone that is in some ways similar to me..
I have always been a lone wolf, content in my own world, but even I occasionally crave human interaction.
!!! IMPORTANT !! Video taking or chats are off the table (because of my high social anxiety).
and I don't simply do ALL TASKS and prove I did it with strangers, just like that. there has to be some kind of trust, and connection.. but generally, I'm not into the visual part (at least not at the beginning with everybody). like everyone, I have my own issues and we can talk about anything, I don't judge.
also, read my BDSM checklist before you address me, thank you.
Schopenhauer and Sylvia Plath are my closest friends.
that's it for now.
I have had some experience, primarily online.
I know I am submissive, but I don't find myself in most domme/sub-ideas, that is.. I am not into slave and ownership, 24/7 bdsm life
it's like I'm looking while "not looking" for someone who would be similar and different enough from me.
I'm more into pleasure, and tbh I love receiving it more than giving. But I also love to receive pain (in my fantasies it's all hardcore, but not in real life).
Since I'm hard into edging and orgasm control/denial, I would love someone to know how to edge me, use my fantasies and our shared kinks to enjoy my torture, and hold my pleasure and denial in its (her) hands.
I would love to share my experiences with you because I have a ton of fetishes, ideas, and desires that I want to explore or keep enjoying.
if you're someone that enjoys similar things that I do, please feel free to contact me.
so... I don't know.
again, that's it for now, I just made an account here, and am simply curious.
my personal limits irl or my fantasy life? cuz' if it's the 2nd one- I have no limits, my mind likes to wonder through all kinds of depravity porn, not only video but written erotica/smut - I love reading.
and personal limits irl? hmm, classic- scat, gore , underage blah blah