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altarboysub male
England, United Kingdom
altarboy
Age
59
Relationship status
Single
About me
I've been dabbling, on and off, in the D/s world for a number of years. Believing myself to be fundamentally straight my early encounters were with Dominant women, but a when a Mistress had me submit to her husband I learnt that D/s was about a lot more than kinky sex.
Since those early days I have served and been fully used by both sexes and, sounds a bit grand, but now see submission as a means of exploring a different reality, in my day to day life I'm not submissive, I see myself as an individual that likes to plough his own furrow, a free spirit perhaps, although full accept that that if largely illusional.
I am very interested in the spiritual side of our being and find that when in "submissive mode" I have stepped past my ego and the pretense of the self image we present to the world, it leaves me feeling very vulnerable and open to manipulation.
I have been dressed by a Dom, his goal was humiliation and emasculation rather than feminisation, I probably looked like I was on my way to a fancy dress party, but it stripped away another layer of my emotional security, I felt somehow more naked and exposed in lingerie than I did when actually naked.
I would very much like to meet a Dom or Domme, I guess a couple would be greedy :) someone who would encourage and push me further down the rabbit whole. I would accept their right to impose their Dominance and ideally would come to see them as my mentor and trust their view on my best interests, tough love perhaps.
I realise the above could all sound a bit wordy, I have tried to stay away from the usual fucking and sucking and look a bit deeper into my motivation, that said, I do accept sucking and fucking could well be the route to a deeper meaning.
I live in the south west but spend two or three days a month in west London, near Heathrow, accommodation would be problematic, but happy to travel and open to possibilities
Hope I've not come across as to weird.
Since those early days I have served and been fully used by both sexes and, sounds a bit grand, but now see submission as a means of exploring a different reality, in my day to day life I'm not submissive, I see myself as an individual that likes to plough his own furrow, a free spirit perhaps, although full accept that that if largely illusional.
I am very interested in the spiritual side of our being and find that when in "submissive mode" I have stepped past my ego and the pretense of the self image we present to the world, it leaves me feeling very vulnerable and open to manipulation.
I have been dressed by a Dom, his goal was humiliation and emasculation rather than feminisation, I probably looked like I was on my way to a fancy dress party, but it stripped away another layer of my emotional security, I felt somehow more naked and exposed in lingerie than I did when actually naked.
I would very much like to meet a Dom or Domme, I guess a couple would be greedy :) someone who would encourage and push me further down the rabbit whole. I would accept their right to impose their Dominance and ideally would come to see them as my mentor and trust their view on my best interests, tough love perhaps.
I realise the above could all sound a bit wordy, I have tried to stay away from the usual fucking and sucking and look a bit deeper into my motivation, that said, I do accept sucking and fucking could well be the route to a deeper meaning.
I live in the south west but spend two or three days a month in west London, near Heathrow, accommodation would be problematic, but happy to travel and open to possibilities
Hope I've not come across as to weird.
BDSM and me
I try to be open to most things and accept a Dom(me)s right to use a sub as they fit,but i would like a safe word
Limits
lasting marks and injuries, scat, poor hygiene
Update date
Dec 3, 2024
Member since
Sep 19, 2023