i feel a bit torn. emotional yet analytical. spontaneous yet committed. sensitive but durable. strong and submissive. assertive and vulnerable. creative and meticulous. expressive and inclusive, yet loyal and faithful. tough to manage all that, but it works because i would rather live than watch.
yes, i'm here, so it's obvious i enjoy an alternative sex life, but i pass as normal in public. please don't expect traditional intercourse. i don't know whether it's training or preference, but i never use my male equipment that way. however, you won't be lacking for pleasure. as for me, my joy comes from pleasing you, though i would be forever in your gratitude for a little release after all is said and done.
i also enjoy art, gardening, music, sailing, sports and cooking. sounds impressive, but i am a dilettante at all.
discipline, behavior modification, humiliation, pain, tears, whip marks, body modification, hypnosis, extreme weight loss/diet/exercise, sulky pony, ranch/farm work, cross dressing (or not), boot camp, extended stays (can work remotely indefinitely or take time off for a week or two.)... could go on all day... will add further... open to most all practices... please ask if you wish to procure something specific...
i feel most complete when submitting to things i don't like or when limits pushed... to me that is a true sign of submission... that said, the usual, no children, no harm, no public identification, though anonymous or masked public would be possible... and i don't want to negotiate... if you are serious, i can provide a detailed list (as i have in the past, or fill out a questionnaire, and you can go from there... you are the key... you are important... i'm an object for your satisfaction