...Under consideration...
Hi, I am fairly new to the world of BDSM and have had good and bad experiences. In physical appearance I am around 5'3" and at a fluffy but lovely weight of around 198. I am large in the chest, thick in thighs and ample in the rear but I am all woman and learning to be proud of it. I am educated in psychology and have been in the workforce since i was young due to a family business. I love cooking, baking, star wars, stargate, marvel, singing, reading, art, writing, horses, the mountains, camping, and exploring. I love adventuring and value knowledge and ambition.
I have had one really poor experience with BDSM that turned into a pretty rough and abusive relationship so it has shaken my confidence and trust a lot. I am not currently seeking a dom as i am trying to rebuild my own confidence and learning how to let the past go so i can trust again. I am a very strong presonality in most aspects of my life but i crave being a sub as I need a strong hand to keep me in check. I have a mischief side that likes to push boundaries but not always intentionally. I am here to meet others in this lifestyle and to grow my own skills and knowledge. I have previously found i am most happy when i can trust someone to take complete control and not let me get hurt in the process. I am very turned on by clear expectations, challenges that help me increase my own skills, praise and compassion when trying new things. I am still working on rebuilding my own ability to trust again so trying new things is a current challenge i am working on.
I have hard limits on extreme pain. Due to abuse in the past i cannot emotionally handle extreme pain. I can handle discomfort and pain from bindings, clamps, paddles, etc but i cannot do piercings of any kind, nothing with knives or burning, and no physical hitting beyond spanking and, maybe, face slapping. I have not had a chance to try a lot of things so i am still learning what i am okay with and what I cannot handle. I like things rough but have limits on how rough. I am open to trying a lot if i get an opportunity to test limits and have a dom willing to provide some patience.