I've always felt like I could not have a typical relationship in the sense of wanting something intense.
I've unfortunately not been able to explore this side of myself and decided to seriously and actively to seek it out. I'm using this medium to soft launch myself to the experience.
I understand thinking and fantasizing that something is good and actually experiencing it can be very different as it may not necessarily yield the expected results. It however would be exciting to find out what will or will not succeed.
I am not currently seeking to be part of any dynamic at this time.