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SubmissiveLidy{Master T}sub female
Scotland, United Kingdom
SubmissiveLidy{Master T}
Age
45
About me
5ft4, average size, long red hair, blue eyes.
I love getting out and about in the beautiful Highlands of Scotland, that I have called my home since moving up from England in 2019.
I am in a long distance relationship with my Master.
"An escapist from a conformist world, destined to find happiness only in that which cannot be explained". House of a thousand corpses- Rob Zombie.
"Well, it's going to take a lot more than fancy talk to keep me up all night crawling around these bushes". Halloween 1978- John Carpenter.
I love getting out and about in the beautiful Highlands of Scotland, that I have called my home since moving up from England in 2019.
I am in a long distance relationship with my Master.
"An escapist from a conformist world, destined to find happiness only in that which cannot be explained". House of a thousand corpses- Rob Zombie.
"Well, it's going to take a lot more than fancy talk to keep me up all night crawling around these bushes". Halloween 1978- John Carpenter.
BDSM and me
I haven’t really been on The Cage in the last few weeks. I have even let my blog story 'Just Us', slip by without updating it. I do miss The Cage community and I will be back. My absence has been in part due to various health reasons since January.
I never thought it was possible to find my way back to being a submissive after my last Dom and I ended. It was incredibly painful, raw, and I felt alone, despite the many messages of support I received. Then I decided I needed a break from everything. Just as I made that decision, Master T came into my life. He has an abundance of patience for me, has never ever pushed me into anything I haven't been ready for. Even now although sometimes it feels like we are racing ahead, we are taking things slow, still getting to know each other, and I am smiling properly for the first time in many months.
As my submission under Master T grows, I will update this further. However, I just couldn't wait anymore to tell everyone!
***
I have travelled the path of a submissive for many years (20+). Mostly in person, but online as well. I have loved, lost, been hurt, and somewhat ashamed to admit I have hurt others.
My submission over the years has evolved, and changed as I have explored my submission. I am thankful to the Dominants that have allowed me to be open and explore while serving them.
I regret that I once encountered a man that called himself a Dominant, he became my Master in an almost complete TPE relationship. He broke me physically, mentally, in every way. Many of my limits come from that relationship. I will wear some scars for the rest of my life. When I escaped it took me a long time to find myself again, the physical wounds have faded, leaving scars. Some of the mental ones were much harder to overcome, and I still worry I haven't. I will never return to a TPE relationship, I am older, wiser, and now at a point I feel empowered to be able to have a voice as a submissive.
I am a confident person, with a very successful career. I'm a submissive with a dominant personality, I love being a brat, I need little space, a Daddy as much as I need pet play and my Dom to be a sadist.
Yes, my submission is complicated! I am thankful everyday for meeting the one Dominant who embraces it all, and asks- okay, what next?
Music is a huge part of me, and becoming a big part of our dynamic. It can help us share how we are thinking or feeling. So, I have started to put my own lists together, one for my general submission, one for play time, one for little space.
== Results from bdsmtest.org: ==
100% Brat
100% Degradee
100% Little
100% Primal (Prey)
100% Rope bunny
98% Submissive
91% Pet
89% Ageplayer
78% Masochist
64% Experimentalist
56% Voyeur
34% Non-monogamist
27% Slave
19% Exhibitionist
3% Vanilla
0% Switch
I never thought it was possible to find my way back to being a submissive after my last Dom and I ended. It was incredibly painful, raw, and I felt alone, despite the many messages of support I received. Then I decided I needed a break from everything. Just as I made that decision, Master T came into my life. He has an abundance of patience for me, has never ever pushed me into anything I haven't been ready for. Even now although sometimes it feels like we are racing ahead, we are taking things slow, still getting to know each other, and I am smiling properly for the first time in many months.
As my submission under Master T grows, I will update this further. However, I just couldn't wait anymore to tell everyone!
***
I have travelled the path of a submissive for many years (20+). Mostly in person, but online as well. I have loved, lost, been hurt, and somewhat ashamed to admit I have hurt others.
My submission over the years has evolved, and changed as I have explored my submission. I am thankful to the Dominants that have allowed me to be open and explore while serving them.
I regret that I once encountered a man that called himself a Dominant, he became my Master in an almost complete TPE relationship. He broke me physically, mentally, in every way. Many of my limits come from that relationship. I will wear some scars for the rest of my life. When I escaped it took me a long time to find myself again, the physical wounds have faded, leaving scars. Some of the mental ones were much harder to overcome, and I still worry I haven't. I will never return to a TPE relationship, I am older, wiser, and now at a point I feel empowered to be able to have a voice as a submissive.
I am a confident person, with a very successful career. I'm a submissive with a dominant personality, I love being a brat, I need little space, a Daddy as much as I need pet play and my Dom to be a sadist.
Yes, my submission is complicated! I am thankful everyday for meeting the one Dominant who embraces it all, and asks- okay, what next?
Music is a huge part of me, and becoming a big part of our dynamic. It can help us share how we are thinking or feeling. So, I have started to put my own lists together, one for my general submission, one for play time, one for little space.
== Results from bdsmtest.org: ==
100% Brat
100% Degradee
100% Little
100% Primal (Prey)
100% Rope bunny
98% Submissive
91% Pet
89% Ageplayer
78% Masochist
64% Experimentalist
56% Voyeur
34% Non-monogamist
27% Slave
19% Exhibitionist
3% Vanilla
0% Switch
Limits
I have many, most are extreme, limits should be discussed in private, but ultimately only Master T needs to know them.
What's new
11 July 25
Master T and I have now been together for 5 months.
My life beyond my Dom has completely disintegrated around me. With Master T's support I have finally been able to admit some very painful things about my last relationship. It was abusive mentally not physically (though I know Master T would disagree, given some of the marks I found on myself). He was coercive, manipulative and I now know I am still terrified of him.
Together Master T and I have talked and we know it will take years for me to overcome and undo everything he did to me. But we also know together we will do it. So many times I joked that he should have found a sub a little less broken. But he doesn't see me as broken, fragile yes. He's insisted that there are certain things he will never do, because he never wants to trigger the fear I once felt.
I will be saying this for a very long time, but I can't believe how lucky I was to have met my Master.
1 June 25
This last week has been different, definitely in a good way. Having so many days with Master T, to be us, to be ourselves. Our future together may still be years away but knowing each thought, each hope, each fear we share are reciprocated simply makes me feel closer.
20 May 25
Sometimes we play, but every day we text and chat, and I wouldn't have it any other way.
7 May 25
Today we really were Daddy and little together for the first time.
11 Apr 25
Kneels at Master T's feet.
11 March 25
Master T is now my Owner- and I can't stop smiling!
Master T and I have now been together for 5 months.
My life beyond my Dom has completely disintegrated around me. With Master T's support I have finally been able to admit some very painful things about my last relationship. It was abusive mentally not physically (though I know Master T would disagree, given some of the marks I found on myself). He was coercive, manipulative and I now know I am still terrified of him.
Together Master T and I have talked and we know it will take years for me to overcome and undo everything he did to me. But we also know together we will do it. So many times I joked that he should have found a sub a little less broken. But he doesn't see me as broken, fragile yes. He's insisted that there are certain things he will never do, because he never wants to trigger the fear I once felt.
I will be saying this for a very long time, but I can't believe how lucky I was to have met my Master.
1 June 25
This last week has been different, definitely in a good way. Having so many days with Master T, to be us, to be ourselves. Our future together may still be years away but knowing each thought, each hope, each fear we share are reciprocated simply makes me feel closer.
20 May 25
Sometimes we play, but every day we text and chat, and I wouldn't have it any other way.
7 May 25
Today we really were Daddy and little together for the first time.
11 Apr 25
Kneels at Master T's feet.
11 March 25
Master T is now my Owner- and I can't stop smiling!
Member since
Dec 13, 2024