Talu

masochist female

43

Single

43 I F I Natural Woman I Lesbian I Masochist 

INFJ-A for those in the know.

I am not here for casual play.
There is no casual in me.
No play for plays sake.
I give everything...or nothing at all.

Experience has given me some words to explain what I need...
what I am truly seeking...
and what I offer.

There are things I cannot name....only feel.
The way I soften under structure.
How still I become when I am bound.
What pain does to me...When it is given with purpose.

I have served before.
I have worn chains with pride.
I have cried at a Dominants foot...not from fear, but from the beauty of surrender.

I have been used.
I have been broken.
I have been owned.

And now..

I am not looking for casual.
I am here for command.
For someone who does not need to raise Her voice to take what is already Hers.

Masochism is not a kink for me.
It is a need.
Not for punishment, but for refinement.
For devotion.
For becoming something more through suffering.

I do not submit because I am weak.
I submit because I am strong enough to be emptied.
Because I want to be studied, trained, and kept.

I am a slave.
Not just in name.
In spirit.

And I am waiting for the one who understands what that means...
who sees obedience not as weakness,
and ownership not as cruelty,
but as care.

If you crave something deeper...
If You enjoy watching a woman melt under your will....
If You truly believe pain can be as intimate as love...

Then speak.

Because I do not want everyone.
I do not want to waste my time or Yours.
I want the One who knows how to take Her time...
hold me still...
and ruin me in a way that means something.

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My Ideal Person
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She does not need to raise Her voice.
She does not chase control...She is control.
She chooses to break me open with care, with clarity,
and with a steady hand that never wavers.

She does not just want a toy...She wants a slave.
One who softens under rules.
One who melts beneath silence.
One who suffers not for play,
but to be made better.

She understands pain is not punishment....it is purpose.
She uses it to shape, not destroy.

She values obedience over performance. Structure over chaos. Devotion over noise.

She knows the difference between breaking and erasing...
and chooses to break me open with care.

I will and do travel for the right hands.

Safe, Sane, Consensual always.

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Personal and evolving

April 2025 - This month, I’m walking unfamiliar ground… holding power I don’t usually claim, wearing control like borrowed silk. But still in service… Growth lives in contrast. And I’m growing. And when the month nears the end, so do the roles. I’ll be where I belong again…on my knees, looking up.

May 2025 - Pain means something. Surrender means more. I am seeking

Mar 2, 2025