PineappleKiwi
sub female

Premium, Online
Fayetteville, North Carolina, United States
Age
24
Relationship status
In a monogamous relationship
About me
I’m Hannah, a mix of softness, strength, and curiosity. I’m loyal, nurturing, and deeply invested in meaningful connections. Outside of kink, I’m a student working toward becoming a veterinary technician. I love animals and am always balancing school, family, and self-growth. I value honesty, communication, and presence in relationships.

I want to learn and improve not only myself but with my husband too because I'm not in dom spot where I choose to be a sub. I'm open to conversation to learn from others and where I can improve and be mindful at.
BDSM and me
I’m a submissive exploring and growing in my dynamic with my husband, who leads me with care, love, and structure. For me, submission is about trust, devotion, service, and allowing myself to be guided. I love rituals, kneeling, rules, impact play, and playful as well as sacred submission. I see BDSM not just as play, but as a way to connect emotionally, physically, and spiritually.  I have SAM tendencies, being playful.
Limits
I have a few hard limits. I do not want to play that aims to genuinely humiliate like hardcore sadist, shame, or strip my dignity, and my body. Long-term degradation, public shaming, or actions that recreate past trauma are off limits, but open with it with my hubby. But there are times I am okay with verbal play with my husband, only for example, him calling me “my little slut.” Hard boundaries: nothing that intentionally echoes my past trauma. Aftercare and a clear safeword system are required for all scenes — which we have 'yay' 

No third-party involvement
No disrespect disguised as kink
No unsafe play without education
No Needle Play (looks beautiful hubby hates needles)
Non-consent, third-party involvement, trauma-based degradation, unsafe public risk, permanent marks without discussion. Closed dynamic.
What's new
For my blog writing will be about what happened later in life but the beginning is on my other blogs that's not on here. Just DM if you wanna read it...Took a break from blogging trying to figure out where to start and I enjoy it.🖤

I know I am submissive and accepted that part of me after getting past my trauma, and want to build a deeper, sacred submission with my husband. My journey is about balancing kink, college, family life, and everyday life while staying devoted and intentional. I’m also curious and eager to learn more because I want to grow for myself and for my partner. Even when I do feel lost at times. I may be new to some things, but I’m not a newbie; I’m serious about exploring and refining who I am as a submissive. I’m also looking for safe community spaces where I can express myself openly, connect with others on a similar path, and keep exploring what submission means in my life. I do admit I have made mistakes before.

I'm eager to learn from others and from their experience. Obviously, I'm open to discussing anything because I want to grow and become more of myself without things holding me back (ofc course, my life itself). I have been researching the differences between kinks and fetishes, as well as exploring my own identity and, on a more in-depth level, what I am into and what I like. I am new, but not a total newbie. One thing I want to learn more about is ravishment play, resistance play, breath play, and so on, but with aftercare in mind. On the plus side, the more I understand, the better I can explain my desires to my husband.


My results 🤍
== Results from bdsmtest.org: ==
100% Masochist
100% Submissive
95% Rope bunny
86% Slave
85% Degradee
83% Brat
80% Experimentalist
72% Primal (Prey)
70% Voyeur
55% Exhibitionist
47% Pet
45% Vanilla
22% Degrader
10% Primal (Hunter)
7% Non-monogamist

Hubby 🖤👅:
== Results from bdsmtest.org: ==
98% Dominant
75% Rigger
68% Degrader
68% Owner
67% Primal (Hunter)
65% Brat tamer
65% Master/Mistress
54% Sadist
43% Vanilla
41% Experimentalist
29% Exhibitionist
23% Switch
11% Daddy/Mommy
9% Submissive
6% Masochist
4% Voyeur
Member since
Sep 24, 2025
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