I’m mostly looking for two types of relationships:
1.) Casual friends to do vanilla activities, including diapers and hobbies. I would like to meet someone that I can talk to on a regular basis about our interests and just life. I’m also ok with meeting just once or infrequently.
That’s the tip of the iceberg. Now for what’s below the surface…
2.) To be owned and used as a sub or slave. I feel the need to offer my simple, people-pleasing mind to a controlling, demanding, and sadistic type of person.
On the surface, I work full time, live independently, and have leisure time. I’m mentally and financially stable. However, I’m very unfulfilled because my natural tendency is to be dependent and submissive, with a need to be humiliated in order to feel unmasked and exposed because I pretend to be normal so much.
I need structure, rules, and simplicity that I can’t provide for myself. Ideally, my dependency would be extensive, and the simple life provided to me would be boring to the point of begging for your involvement or freedom to have any stimulation at all.
I’m neurodivergent, so I experience the world, especially people, differently. I would like my differences and deficiencies to be dealt with in an exaggerated way so that I don’t have to pretend to be normal, at least with you, at least in private.
I have a simple mind. I don’t understand people, social nuance, or relationship complexities. I’m not good at connecting with people. I’m not good at communicating. I’m not good at roleplay. All I understand is black-and-white “do this and this will happen” rewards and consequences. I would much rather obey than be free to make so many confusing decisions, even if it means my life is severely controlled, restricted, boring, and frustrating.
I need an adult in my life. I will gratefully earn my involvement with you by paying rent, obeying you, and serving you.
All that said, I know relationships start simple and build over time. To what extent we’d take this would depend on us. Want to start a simple relationship with me? Even if it’s just to chit-chat once in a while? Or have I piqued your primal urge to take advantage of someone simple and needy like me? Either way, I look forward to your message.
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